when he throws barbecues out on the Rutherford spread.â
âWhat a good idea! Iâll suggest it to him the next time we see him.â
âI wouldnât hold my breath,â he replied. âHe travels a lot these days. I hardly ever see him.â He lifted his eyes to hers. âPowell came by last week.â
Her heart fluttered, but her face was very composed. âDid he? Why?â
âHeard I was sick and came to check on me. Wanted to know where you were.â
Her frozen expression grew darker. âDid he?â
âI told him you didnât know about the bronchitis and that he should mind his own business.â
âI see.â
He sipped hot chocolate and put the mug down with a thud. âHad his daughter with him. Quiet, sullen little thing. She never moved a muscle the whole time, just sat and glared. Sheâs her mother all over.â
Antonia was dying inside. She stared into her hot chocolate. That womanâs child, here, in her home! She could hardly bear the thought. It was like a violation to have Powell come here with that child.
âYouâre upset,â he said ruefully. âI guessed you would be, but I thought youâd better know. He said heâd be back to check on me after Christmas. Wouldnât want him to just show up without my telling you he was expected sooner or later. Not that I invited him,â he added curtly. âSurprised me, too, that heâd come to see about me. Of course, he was fond of your mother. It hurt him that the scandal upset her so much and caused her to have that first heart attack. Anyway, heâs taken it upon himself to be my guardian angel. Even sent the doctor when I first got sick, conspired with Mrs. Harper next door to look after me.â He sounded disgusted, but he smiled, too.
âThat was nice of him,â she said, although Powellâs actions surprised her. âBut thanks for warning me.â She forced a smile to her lips. âIâll arrange to do something in the kitchen if he turns up.â
âItâs been nine years,â he reminded her.
âAnd you think I should have forgotten.â She nodded. âYou forgive people, Dad. I used to, beforeall this. Perhaps I should be more charitable, but I canât be. He and Sally made my life hell.â She stopped, dragging in a long breath.
âNo other suitors, in all that time,â he remarked. âNo social life, no dating. Girl, youâre going to die an old maid, with no kids of your own, no husband, no real security.â
âI enjoy my own company,â she said lightly. âAnd I donât want a child.â That was a lie, but only a partial one. The children she had wanted were Powellâs, no one elseâs.
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Christmas Day passed uneventfully, except for the meager gifts she and her father exchanged and their shared memories of her late mother to keep them company.
The next day, she was packed and dressed for travel in a rose knit suit, her hair carefully coiffed, her long legs in hose and low-heeled shoes on her feet. Her burgundy velvet, full-length coat was slung over one arm, its dark lining gleaming in the overhead light, as she put her suitcase down and went to find her father to say goodbye.
Voices from the living room caught her attention and she moved in that direction. But at the doorway, she froze in place, and in time. That deep, gravelly voice was as familiar as her own, despite the many years since sheâd last heard it. And then a tall, lean man turned, and cast narrow black eyes on her face. Powell!
She lifted her face slowly, not allowing a hint of emotion to show either in her posture or her eyes. She simply looked at him, reconciling this man in his thirties with the man whoâd wanted to marry her. The memories were unfavorable, because he was definitely showing his age, in the new lines beside his mouth and eyes, in the silver that showed at his