but luckily it wasn’t long after I began tiring that I felt warm liquid bursting in my mouth.
“Swallow, Siddaleigh.”
I didn’t want to, since it felt and tasted nasty. I did though because I could see his eyes harden, and his hands stayed clenched where they were. One on my neck and the other around his penis. When he finished, he was still semi-erect. Really? He wants more? I felt a little abused and kind of used but in some twisted kind of way I didn’t mind making him happy.
When Mikhail looked down at my face and noticed the few tears that fell from my eyes he said, “Don’t cry, Sidda, you’ll get used to it. Don’t you worry, baby.”
He brought me to the middle of the bed and I laid down on my back to watch as he reached for his dresser and pulled out a condom.
Climbing on the bed, he rose over me to straddle my thighs. Mikhail ripped the wrapper and the latex was slowly rolled onto his shaft. He brought his erection to my opening and rubbed his penis back and forth. I grew tense at the feeling. He gripped my hip with one hand and put pressure so I would still myself.
“Calm down, it’s going to feel painful at first but it’ll only hurt a moment.” He pressed his hardness inside me just so and I could feel where the barrier met his tip.
“I might have to push in hard to get through your virginity. You’ll adjust and it’ll feel much better.”
I held myself still and did my best to relax.
“That’s it, baby.”
Holding himself at my hymen was making me uncomfortable. I wanted him to just get it over and done with. Mikhail looked at me, braced himself on his knees, and put the hand that was clenched on the sheets to my collar bone. He smiled and nodded to me telling me he was going, in which I just smiled attentively and returned it with a nod for him to continue.
He held me down rigidly and he just rammed his erection through my untried flesh to the hilt. I cried out in sudden pain. “God, Mikhail that hurt. Why did you do that?”
His grip on me tightens lightly and he pulls out almost all the way and shoves himself back in.
“It’s your first time, Sidda, it’s supposed to hurt. Your tight little cunt feels so good on my cock.”
I never heard that word before and I didn’t like it. Sounded so dirty and wrong coming from him. He continued his jack hammer movements and I felt like weeping and shoving him off me. But the intensity in his features made me stop and I don’t want him mad at me again.
Is this how all first times go? Hard, harsh and without a care? No book I’ve ever read ever described it like that. I thought flowers, love, softness and tender care was what happened the first time. This was so much different. In the back of my mind, I wondered if I had waited for Konner, would it have been the same?
I let myself lay there and breathed through the pain. Within ten minutes of strenuous thrusting, Mikhail’s face contorted into something new and he looked down at me with a smirk. The palm that was at my collar bone had ended up to my throat.
“Oh yes! That felt so good. This pussy is all mine, right, Siddaleigh?”
I just nodded in acquiesce and I could feel the few tears I tried holding back slip down the side of my eyes. My vagina felt really sore and when he pulled out of me. I whimpered at the discomfort, and cried out.
“I’m going to get cleaned up. Take these blood stained sheets with you on the way to your own bedroom and bath to clean up.”
I couldn’t help the wide eyed stare I gave to him in astonishment.
“But Mikhail, you have someone who does the linens and things like this, Can’t this wait? I mean, I just gave you my body, I need to-“
I didn’t even get to finish my complaint when he strode over to me and back handed my cheek.
“That blood came from you, so I expect you to clean it tomorrow and have them rewashed with the other linens when the laundry broad comes.”
With that, he stalked to the into his master suite bath room and