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squirming under him but he was strong. His hands had gotten into her pants and he was pulling them down. She tried closing her legs but he used his for leverage and she did the only thing she knew to do. She began slapping the side of his face, and clawing at his hands like a crazed animal. It seemed as it wasn’t making a difference as he got stronger and stronger until she felt something trying to invade her and then she screamed.
    â€œBaby, oh baby. I’m sorry,” Shaun started saying.
    â€œYes, you sure are,” she said, sitting up and fixing her clothes.
    â€œCheryl, I’m sorry. That ain’t me, I’m not like him. I’m not.”
    She jumped from the bed and snatched her pants up and then saw his face.
    â€œBaby, I’m sorry…so sorry…please, this ain’t me, this ain’t how I wanted our night to be, you gotta believe me.”
    She looked down at him and felt sorry for him. He had been through enough tonight and she didn’t want to talk about what might have happened if she didn’t stop him.
    â€œI know it’s not you,” She said while rubbing his back.

Chapter 10
    Cheryl had gotten lost in her thoughts and realized the water was getting cold. After stepping from the shower, Cheryl decided to slide on her little red dress. She found her red heels and was set. She decided that instead of curling her hair, she would snatch it back in a ponytail. If he had wanted to leave then he shouldn’t have wanted sex, she thought to herself. She was finally ready and walked downstairs and didn’t see Kevin, so she walked towards the kitchen, thinking he might already be outside, but stopped when she heard him in his office.
    â€œNigga please, she ain’t going to find out nuttin’, less you tell her.”
    â€œCause I can nigga.” she heard him say.
    â€œI’m going to end the game when I get back. I’m tired of all of the bullshit anyway.”
    A smile came across her face because maybe the sex and all of the nice things she had been doing for him lately, finally made him realize what he had in her. She was happy because she didn’t want to share her husband any longer.
    â€œWhateva Nigga, just be on time, and make sure you have all of the documents.”
    She stepped back into the hallway and went back into the kitchen and waited for him to come in.
    â€œAre you ready?” she said when he finally came in andput the glass in the sink.
    â€œWhat; you listening to my conversations now?” he asked.
    She turned around, “No, I just got down here and was headed out the door because I thought you were waiting for me.”
    â€œHell, as long as you took, I should have just gone on without you,” He said and bumped past her.
    â€œYou want me to drive?”
    She handed him her keys and he put them on the counter.
    â€œDid I say that? Just come on before I change my damn mind.”
    â€œI just thought that since…”
    â€œI didn’t ask you, now did I?” he said as he snatched his keys from the hook by the door.
    â€œI just thought you would want to take my truck…”
    â€œShut up! Goddamn! Can you give it a break? We are taking my car, end of story,” he said as he walked out of the door and let it slam behind him.
    She set the alarm and walked out into the garage and got in. The music was already turned way up and it gave her an instant headache. She reached over and pushed the knob to turn it down.
    â€œDon’t fucking touch my radio.”
    â€œIt’s just that it is a little too loud.”
    â€œWell, you could walk,” he said as he pushed the remote and the door came up and he backed out.
    They rode in silence as her headache got worse. “Honey, can you please just turn it down a little?” She said as she touched his hand.
    He snatched his hand away as if he had been burned by her touch. After about another minute he finally adjusted the