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sound from the steering wheel.
    He finally spoke when she looked at him again. “Look, since I’m going to be gone a few days, why don’t you do something for yourself?”
    â€œMaybe.”
    â€œWell at least think about it. Why don’t you use one of the many credit cards I give you and go get your hair done or something? Maybe get your feet done and your nails.”
    She tried to keep her mouth closed but she couldn’t believe he was acting as if she had all the time in the world to do things for herself.
    â€œMaybe if you were home more and did some of the things with the kids, I would have time to do something, like get my hair done,”
    â€œLook, don’t start this shit again.”
    â€œWhat shit? I am only telling you that I don’t have time since you are always out and about,” She said as she turned her face towards the window.
    â€œLook, just cool down and let’s have some fun tonight for a change.” He continued driving but she heard him mumbling under his breath.
    Then he started talking again, “See when I try and do something nice for your ungrateful ass, you gotta act all snotty and shit.”
    â€œUngrateful? What is that supposed to mean? Just because I say that I wish you spent more time with the kids I’m ungrateful? I am not sure how that equates.”
    â€œYou know what the hell I mean. I always tell you to go and do some shit for yourself and then you try and turn it around on me. Just forget I said anything.”
    Sometimes silence is golden, but not in the case of the two of them. Silence from Kevin meant he was fuming and hell was about to be open. He pulled the car into an empty parking lot, and sure enough hell opened up and swallowed her.
    He pushed the gearshift into park and leaned over almost into her seat.
    â€œWho the fuck do you think you are? I ain’t your mothafucking child. I am a grown man and married to the most selfish bitch I have ever known. I give your ass every goddamn thing a woman wants. A truck; that need I remind you, you don’t have to pay for or even worry about puttinggas in, a damn house worth more than you could ever hope to make in a lifetime, goddamn credit cards that you don’t have to pay for, but miraculously they have no balances every fucking month, and those damn bank accounts with balances any ordinary bitch would appreciate. But do you? You complain every goddamn day. I am so sick of hearing you complain. I don’t think you could function if you couldn’t complain at least five times a damn day. You are such a selfish, ungrateful bitch.”
    She lost it. He had hit a nerve by calling her the one thing that she hated the most.
    â€œI am not! I am not! I hate you!” she screamed and suddenly she found herself swinging at him and she became incoherent. Her words rushed from her mouth like open floodgates at the river.
    â€œYou call me selfish? You’re the selfish one! Always worried about your damn self. No one else! It’s always what Kevin wants, what Kevin needs! I ask for simple shit. Like for you to love me! For you to care about me! But you can’t do that, can you! If you cared for me half as much as your stupid business, then maybe I wouldn’t complain! I hate you! I hate you!”
    She tried to open the doors of the car and failed. She knew they were locked and hoped that he would release her from her prison.
    â€œLet me out of here!” she screamed when it was clear that he wasn’t going to release her. She turned and saw the anger building on his face and the tears started to fall from her eyes. “Let me out of here!”
    â€œCheryl! Calm the fuck down!” he yelled back at her.
    â€œI hate you, I hate you, I hate you!” were the only words that she could say.
    â€œCheryl! Look you need to get a hold of yourself! Stop it!” he said as he grabbed her and then he slapped her.
    â€œLook, you really need to