poor baby.â
âI hate death. I hate it that my daddyâs not coming home again!â
âMy daddy never came home again,â Maizon said quietly.
âBut your daddy didnât die. He just went away,â Margaret said, lowering her voice.
âHe might as well be dead,â Maizon said, lying back on the bed. Margaret knew Maizonâs father had left her with her grandmother when she was a baby, right after her mother died. Maizon had never known either of them but she had often wondered where her father was. She had not talked about him in a long time.
âAt least thereâs a chance he might come back, Maizon. My daddyâs never coming back.â
Tears rolled down the side of Maizonâs face, collecting in her ears. Margaret cried too.
âEven if he does come back, Margaret,â Maizon said, âIâll treat him like he never even lived!â
âDonât let them take the life out of you, Daddy,â Margaret said silently. She saw him standing before her.
âWhatâs makes you think your daddyâs gonna let something like that happen? It would take a lot for one of them skinny plastic tubes to bring this six-footer down.â
Margaret heard her father laugh. The laughter sounded far away.
âMargaret, are you listening to me?â Maizon nearly shouted. She jerked her head toward Margaret, then moved closer.
âWhat did they do with my daddy?â Margaret whispered. She pushed her fist into her mouth to keep from screaming.
âMargaret!â Maizon shouted. âDonât, Margaret, youâre scaring me!â
Margaret bounded off the bed and ran over to the window. âWhere is my daddy?â she shouted into the storm, then crumpled to the floor. âWhere is he, Maizon? Whereâd they take my daddy to?â Her voice was ragged and tired.
Maizon trembled as she walked toward Margaret. âHeâs in heaven,â she said, kneeling down beside her. Her hand felt soft and warm on Margaretâs shoulder. Maizon leaned against the wall and Margaret rested her head on Maizonâs chest. She could hear Maizonâs heartbeat beneath the thin cotton shirt. The sound was soothing, very soothing.
âWhyâd he have to die, Maizon?â she whispered. Maizon wrapped her arms around her and began rocking slowly back and forth.
âMaybe heaven needs him now,â Maizon said. She began to sing. The song was about a place in heaven where good people have to go. It was about babies and mothers and old men. The lyrics brought fresh tears to Margaretâs eyes. She cried long and hard, but Maizon held on.
6
T he funeral had been long and hot. Now Margaret and Maizon sat on the curb in front of Margaretâs building in matching black dresses and etched their names into the tar. Maizon dug a hole in the street over the i and Margaret wished for a moment that there were an i in her name so that she could do the same.
In the distance they heard the sound of construction. A crew had started working on the lot on Palmetto Street.
Margaret dropped the sharpened Popsicle stick she had been digging with and put her hands over her ears. Everything reminded her of death: the construction, the sticky black tar, the heat, their black dresses.
A street cleaner made its way slowly down the street and they watched the truck sweep the discarded cans and paper bags away from the curb. Maizon held her nose as the spray of bleach-scented water wafted toward them.
âThat street cleaner seems to be coming around more and more,â Margaret said, watching the truck disappear down the block.
âThatâs because of the construction. Ms. Dell says rich people are going to move into those new buildings and if rich people want clean streetsââMaizon turned to Margaret and grimacedââthen rich people get clean streets.â
âHattie says thatâs going to be a grocery store,â Margaret