since your daddy passed away?â
âFour days,â Margaret said quietly, feeling her throat close around the words. She took a seat in the wooden rocking chair.
âI know it seems like a lot longer than that, doesnât it?â Grandma said.
âUh huh.â
âGirl, the Lord works his magic in ways we donât understand. You wonder who He is and why He does what He does. But you know itâs not for us to question.â
âUh huh,â Margaret said, feeling sleepy and safe in the cinnamon-scented kitchen. The smoothness of Grandmaâs voice floated over and comforted her. She didnât want Grandma to stop speaking.
âWhen I was a little girl on the reservation I came home one day to find my father had died. I didnât want to believe it because my father had always been there to help me with what I was doing. Weâd do carpentry and plant vegetables together and cook and laugh with each other. But then ... he wasnât coming home anymore. The Cheyenne Indians have a customâto take a part of something that belonged to the person who has died and bury it with that person. I took the last thing we had made together, a feather cape for the games I played, and buried it next to my father. I wanted him to know a part of me would always be with him the way a part of him would be with me. And you know something, I believe he went to heaven knowing that.â Grandma smiled at Margaret.
âGrandma,â Maizon said from the refrigerator, âwe donât have any punch.â
âIf youâre old enough to realize that, youâre old enough to make some. Now, you know where the mix is and you know where the water is.â
Margaret sat up in the chair. She loved reservation stories.
âMy granddaughter may be smart, but she doesnât always have what is most importantâcommon sense. Margaret, you have common sense. You know you are tired now and would like to take a nap. So why donât you go on up to Maizonâs room and lie down? Iâll wake you when the rolls are ready.â
âHey, what about the punch Iâm making?â Maizon said from the sink.
âIâll drink it when I wake up,â Margaret promised, heading toward the stairs.
Maizon sucked her teeth. âSleepyhead,â she mumbled.
Maizonâs grandmother put her hand on Maizonâs shoulder and said, âLet her rest, Maiz.â
Margaret made her way down the quiet hallway. The stairs were covered with the same brown carpet as the living room, but the upstairs floors were bare. This part of Maizonâs house always smelled like wax and wood. Over the years, Margaret had come to love that smell.
Maizonâs room was pink, with rainbow sheets and a matching comforter. She had shelves of books and stuffed animals. The dark oak dresser matched the wood of her canopied bed. Margaret wondered why Maizon loved sleeping at her house so much when she had such a great room. But she was too sleepy to think about it now.
She took off her black patent leather shoes and climbed up onto Maizonâs bed. She watched the sun stream through the curtains for a while. Thoughts of her father brought fresh tears to her eyes. They had never made things the way Grandma did but they had talked about things. And he would sing to her. Margaret thought about the song he used to sing about blue skies after rain-storms and someone watching over her. Grandmaâs voice drifted up from the kitchen.
âYou have to be patient with Margaret, Maizon,â Grandma was saying. âDeath is hard. Youâre lucky you havenât experienced it.â
âMy mama died. Then Daddy went away. And I knew Mr. Tory.â
âItâs not the same,â Grandma said patiently. âYour mama died when you were just a baby and your father left when you were not much older than that. You knew neither of them. And Mr. Tory you didnât know much better. He was