Iâd have known that English wasnât her native tongue but Iâd have been at a complete loss to identify the accent.
She looked amused but not impatient. She was under no compulsion to hurry into conversation; silence was not awkward to her, she was too self-assured.
I said, âMacIver warned me against you.â
âIâm an iceberg and a bore, yes?â
We both laughed; she took off her glasses and squinted her big nearsighted eyes at me. âIâm afraid I disliked him instantly. I took him for FBIâI assumed theyâd sent him to keep tabs on me.â
âWhen was this?â
âOh, six weeks ago I suppose. Two months. It was soon after I came over. Iâm afraid I must have taken a blowtorch to the poor man. He was trying so desperately to be a man of the world. At one point he started to talk about some Czechoslovakian Communist friend of his. It might as well have been a Jew, or a black manâyou know? Some of my best friends.⦠Iâm afraid I slapped him in the face with a cold fishâI reminded him of the half-million Soviet troops that invaded Czechoslovakia in the summer of sixty-eight and I reeled off a few statistics on the women and children they murdered in Wenceslas Square. The gang that contrived the so-called suicide of Jan Masaryk. Then I spent ten minutes telling him how the Russians exposed DubÄek to a massive dose of radiation to give him leukemia. Iâm afraid he wasnât amused. But he seemed soâbanal, so gullible. He infuriated me, his small unconvincing arrogance. It was only the conceit of a petty man, trying to believe he deserves better than life has granted him. But I was new here, Iâm sure I was on the defensive. I treated him badly. Why am I telling you this?â
âMaybe I look harmless enough.â
âAnyway youâre a good listener. Do you live in Washington?â
âNo. I have an old farmhouse on the Delaware River in New Jerseyâmore or less across the river from New Hope, if you know the area.â
âBucks County. Someone took me to the playhouse there once. Itâs lovely.â
I waited for a burst of party laughter to subside. âHave you lived in Czechoslovakia?â It sounded lame.
âNo. I have an annoying memory for facts, thatâs all. Particularly facts that show the Soviets in a bad light.â
âThatâs candid enough.â
âI do hate them. But I donât limit my being to that alone. Iâm afraid I let MacIver think I did, and Iâd prefer to have him go on believing that.â
âMy lips are sealed.â
âDo you know him well?â
âWe roomed together in university for a few months. But I didnât remember him when he introduced himself to me tonight.â
She changed the subject abruptly. âAre you writing another book on the Civil War in Russia?â
âOn Kolchak. He was the Czarist admiral whoâââ
âI know who he was.â She didnât snap; it was a kindly rebuff: Donât waste time explaining things that donât need explaining. âDo you think you can add much to whatâs already been written about him?â
âWe have quite a bit now that wasnât available before. Iâve gone through Denikenâs papers, for exampleâthe family only turned them loose a few years ago.â
âAh, but he was only another general. You really should talk to the survivors who really knew.â
âTheyâre a bit hard to find. It was more than fifty years ago.â
âI know a man in Israel,â she said.
H er name, it turned out, was Nicole Eisen, née Desrosiers; it was her father, not her mother, who had been French. (Her mother had been a Ukrainian Jew.) She did in fact have a seven-year-old daughter, a severely retarded child, in a Swiss institution; but there was no husband. Ben Eisen had been dead for nearly two years. When I