kid, squirt, half-pint, headache, peanut brain orâif heâs in a really good moodâlittle shit.
âYouâre tough, Coach,â I say. âYou can handle it.â
Just like Bruce is our teamâs master on the rings, Iâm the teamâs master on high bar. I convinced my dad to pay for private club practice during the off-season, so, unlike most of the other guys, I train all year. Now, Iâd never say this out loud, but ... Iâm pretty good. Of course, no one outside the gym has any idea, including, I think, my dad. Itâs okay. All that matters is the scholarship. Thatâll make it official.
âYouâre up, Danny,â Coach Nelson calls to me. âItâs okay if you want to skip the trick.â
âNo itâs not,â Bruce says more to Coach than to me. Bruce and Coach are standing below me on either side of the high bar. If I miss the catch, they make sure I donât do a head-plant into the mats. We have a spotting harness attached to ropes and pulleys that hang from the rafters, but the ropes get in the way for this trick. Itâs not the floor Iâm worried about smacking, anyway. Crashing into the high bar feels like being hit by a baseball bat. If youâre lucky, itâs not your face.
âMake it!â Bruce barks at me like a drill sergeant. I nod to himâ message received âand kick up to a handstand on the high bar. Then gravity takes over. I help it by jamming hard through the bottom of the swing and looping back up around the steel pipe. The leather grips only partially dull the bite of the chalky metal digging into the thickened skin of my fingers and palms.
âYou got it,â Bruce encourages as my legs whip past him and Coach Nelson on my way back over the bar. âHit it!â
I kick my legs harder, tighten my belly, feel air breeze past my ears and ankles. The torque is pulling at my grip, tearing at my hands, itching to rip me off the bar. I crank even faster.
âEasy, Danny,â Coach cautions. Too late. I whip around the bar until I can feel my fingers about to peel off. At the top of the arc, I let go. Iâm weightless, feeling my thighs powering me up toward the rafters, body fighting hard to break orbit while my neck cranes backward. Iâm searching, searching as the world spins around me once, twice, Iâm searching and throw my hands out, feeling, hoping, reaching ...
My hands slap the chalky steel. My fingers instinctively grab tight and hold on. I caught it. I caught it! Iâm back on the bar swinging down and up around again. I did it! My legs snap me up and over the pipe for a smooth follow-through loop.
Bruce howls for me.
âHot damn, Danny!â
âIâll be an SOB.â Coach starts clapping. âPigs are flying somewhere.â
I hear Fisher whistle and other guys clapping. I do one more loop and then let go, tossing off a lazy flip before floating down from the sky onto my feet. Bruce reaches me first, raising both arms for high fives. Two powdery chalk-clouds pop out from our slapping hands.
âOutstanding!â
âThat was sweet, bro,â Fisher adds. Chalk powder settles over his raven-black hair, turning it old-man gray.
Coach Nelson offers me a small salute. âYou could clean up in state on high bar if you keep that up.â Then Coach turns to Fisher. âVance, you work a little harder, like Danny here, and stop worrying about your fake ID and maybe we could count on some consistency in your pommel horse routines.â
Ronnie, one of two freshmen on the team and the only guy actually smaller than me, approaches as Iâm pulling off my leather grips.
âThatâs one of the coolest things Iâve ever seen,â he offers.
âThanks,â I say, feeling too good to ignore him like I usually do because heâs so shy and small and sometimes the sight of him irritates me in a way Iâm not sure I