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other and the next they were all over someone else.  They both knew they were going to college soon and what they had was just sex. 
    Sometimes I would hang out with a few other friends, drinking, smoking, and just not being in the company of anyone who resembled love or that I had an emotional attachment to. Right now the two people who fit the bill were in our living room.
    Kelly avoided my eyes when she came in, which was good for me.  I wasn’t ashamed of what I had done.  She needed to understand the monster’s child she was carrying and the other side of me.  The one that no one had ever seen.  She had seen it, and she should be scared. Fucking running a mile. 
    “So,” Laura said nervously as she paced the room. Just spit it out, woman. What was it? She was pretty in a way, but nothing compared to my mom.  I suppose in a way Dwayne was right. Mom had died three years ago, and I needed to get over it.  He had no idea what was going on in my mind.  At times, I wondered if Laura and Dad had been having an affair.  Their marriage felt quick to me.  Not to anyone else, just me.
    “We’ve decided because you’re both going to college that maybe it would be better to have the wedding before you go.” She walked over to Dad, and he nodded without looking me in the eye.
    He couldn’t, the fucking coward.
    After what I said about how I felt, he couldn’t even look me in the eye.
    I stood up to leave.  It was Kelly who came over and said, “Well, if that’s what you want. We need to tell you—”
    “How happy we are!” I screamed as I stopped her from saying the one thing that could ruin it all. We needed to talk. There would be no declaring what was going on in her stomach till we sat down and had a good talk.  She looked at me, confused, and then I asked the burning question.  “So, when is the wedding?”
    Dad patted me on the back and blurted out, “I knew you would come around.” His tired eyes beamed as he said, “It’s in four weeks’ time at the Doolan's Shore Club.”
    Fuck, they have a venue already!
    I forced a smile as I said great.  Dad led me to the kitchen, away from their eyes and ears.  “So, Laura’s house is up for sale.  They’ll move in here as we agreed.”
    I nodded, because I knew he didn’t mean him and me, he meant him and Laura.  Dwayne was right, I needed to stop being such an ass about the wedding. That wasn’t the real problem. That wasn’t the thing that was eating me up inside.  It was having a baby. I just thought that I could have this baby, but as he started talking like a parrot about his plans for the wedding.  I knew that one day in the near future, I would be a father too and I needed to start behaving like it.
    The only words I heard from him were, “So, you’ll be my best man, right?”
    My head went to automatic mode, simply bobbing up and down when it needed to. The words he spoke sounded like leaves rustling in the wind.  They made no difference. I needed to act happy, because what was going to happen next was going to bring a whole heap of sadness from someone’s eyes.  I wasn’t sure if I was ready to handle it. I just knew I had to.

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    T he next four weeks were crazy.  The wedding came, and Kelly looked so beautiful in her pink dress. I watched her as she walked behind her mom with lilies  in her hand.  Her mom had warned her not to put on any weight before the wedding, and she couldn’t understand why her dress was getting a bit tighter around the breasts.  It was because Kelly was approaching three months and we needed to act soon.  Or rather, I needed to act soon.
    There was only one thing on my mind: taking Kelly to the Spring Lake Beaches and fucking her at night. I couldn't wait, and neither could my dick.  It jerked as it watched her tits bounce up and down as she walked up the aisle.  I shook my head at the idea that one day I would be walking her down the aisle if we had the baby.  It would be expected.  The