crumbs off her face with her sleeve. âI think I must be in the wrong yard. What did you say?â
I take a deep breath and let it out slowly, thinking about each and every word before I say it. âThe three of us. Spring break. Letâs drive to Vegas tomorrow and go see Nickâs show. The show is a big deal, and I want to be there.â
Grace processes what Iâm saying, and I think I actually see the wheels in her head turning. Grace, who spent her teen years sneaking out her window to go to punk rock shows on school nights. Grace, who came home from a show once, talked to a hot guy sheâd met there online for a few days, and said, âHe has a brother your age, you guys should talk,â before ditching the hot guy and moving on to the next dude. Grace, who constantly tries to get me to do something, anything, outside of what is expected of me. To break any rule, no matter how small.
Her smile almost overtakes her entire face.
âAre you saying what I think youâre saying?â Lo hops out of the pool, grabs a towel from the end of Graceâs lounge chair, and whips it around herself, all within what seems like half a second. She stands toe-to-toe with me, her long hair dripping on my feet. âAre you, Hannah Choâperfect student, daughter, and citizenâfor real suggesting that we secretly drive to Las Vegas, Sin freaking City, to see this dude youâve never met in person without telling our parents where we are?â
I stick the penny into my back pocket. âScrew them,â I say, but I wince as soon as the words escape. âNo, I donât mean that. I love Mom and Dad. I mean, screw the rules. Screw people telling me what I can and canât do.â I feel energized. Alive. âItâs just one night. Drive out tomorrow, go to the show, stay the night in a hotel, drive home the next day. Theyâll never even know we arenât here.â
Graceâs excitement practically explodes off her face as she rushes from the lounge chair and gathers me into a tight hug. âI knew it! I knew you had it in you! There were times I wondered if there was any way we were actually related, but I knew youâd do something completely illegal and make me proud one of these days.â
Lo joins in the hug, too, but sheâs still drippy from the pool, so we both shake her off. That does nothing to deter her excitement, though. âIâve always wanted to go to Vegas,â she says, hopping from one foot to the other. âAnd Iâve always wanted to witness you breaking through the chains of your good-girl shackles and letting Crazy Hannah out to play. Itâs going to be Girls Gone Wild up in here!â
âDonât get it twisted,â I say. âI have a cardigan collection. Iâm not exactly the Girls Gone Wild type.â
âOh no,â Grace says. âIf weâre doing this, weâre doing it right. Weâll raid Loâs closet for you. She has all that hoochie wearââ
âHey, now,â Lo breaks in.
âAnd weâll get you looking so hot, you wonât even recognize yourself. Oh, and Nick ⦠damn, heâs going to die when he sees you.â
âSettle down, you guys.â Hands in the air, I back away from Lo and Grace, who both look at me like Iâm some kind of arts and crafts project. âItâs not like that between us.â
Grace breaks into a loud, hearty laugh. Sheâs so caught up in it, she falls back onto the lounge chair.
âWhatâs so funny?â I ask.
âOf course itâs like that between you two,â she says as she tries to pull herself together.
I look to Lo to help me out, since she knows Nick and I are nothing more than friends. She doesnât know about all the feelings that have started to surface when I listen to his playlists, but she knows Iâve had a long string of boyfriends over the past few years, so itâs