night, I spoke the truth. In the end, it was the truth that convinced the old man that I was redeemable. It would be some time before he forgave me completely.
My salvation and my punishment were to live my life as his grandson.
Chapter 3
âI tâs so monstrously difficult to decide,â the Duchess of Avendale said. âI donât know which one would be best.â
Looking across the small table in her garden, she caught Catherine in the midst of an embarrassing yawn, not that the duchess seemed to notice. She pushed the selections across the table. âWhich do you favor?â
âWinnie, youâre selecting parchment for invitations,â Catherine told her. âGreat Britain will not fall because of your decision. Which one do you like best?â
Winnie gnawed on her lower lip. âI donât know. I think I like the look of the cream, but itâs more expensive. Is it worth it?â
âIf it pleases you then itâs worth the extra expense.â
âItâs not I who has to be pleased, itâs my husband. The stationer is expecting me this afternoon. Will you come with me to make sure I do the invitations properly?â
Winnie had been Catherineâs dearest friendsince they were small girls. It bothered Catherine immeasurably to see Winnieâs confidence waning. âYouâve given balls before. You know how to properly order invitations.â
âBut Avendale is always disappointed in some aspect of the affair. I want everything to be perfect.â
Catherine couldnât believe there were many men in London who truly gave a fig about ball preparations. It was Winnieâs misfortune that sheâd married one of them. Always striving for perfection, he made her life miserable and took the joy out of every task.
âThereâs no such thing as perfection, and even if there were, I think itâd be rather boring. Still, letâs go with the cream color,â Catherine said. âI think it looks a bit more elegant and Iâll purchase the invitations.â
âThatâs not necessary.â
âItâs the least I can do. Youâre letting me host the ball with you, at your lovely home, since Fatherâs ill and it wouldnât be proper to have a ball in mine. So Iâll see to the invitations.â
âIf youâre sure you donât mind.â
âI donât mind at all.â
Winnie released a deep breath. âThank you. Thatâs one less thing to worry about.â
âIâll stop by the stationers on my way home.â
âYouâre such a dear.â
Catherine yawned again. âSorry.â
âI donât recall there being any balls last night, and yet since the moment you arrived, Iâve had the distinct impression you were out rather late,â Winnie said.
âI simply didnât sleep well.â
âIs it your father? Has his condition worsened?â
It should have been her father keeping her from sleep. It had been almost a year since his last bout with apoplexy had left him a bed-ridden invalid. Now he was little more than a shell of a man. She spent her afternoons and often her evenings reading to him, trying to bring him what comfort she could. Sheâd hired nurses to see after him when she couldnât be there, because sheâd known heâd feel guilty if he thought she was devoting all her time to him. She was young. Heâd want her to enjoy life. But of late, that was very difficult to accomplish.
âNo, Father seems to be the same, although itâs difficult to tell since he canât speak.â
âWhatâs pressing on your mind then?â
A certain irritating lord. Somehow heâd managed to cast some sort of spell over her body to make it writhe unsatisfied for the remainder of the night, not that there had been much remaining after sheâd finally gone to bed. What sort of debauchery had he been engaged in to
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