into you, didnât she. She got to you somehow, and you couldnât take itâso you ate a bullet. You slit your wrists. You hanged yourselfââ
âA cliff.â The voice that interrupted was so hoarse, it was made of ninety percent air. âI, ah . . . I had made a deal with her to save someone.â
Jim waited for the story to roll out. When it didnât, he said, âWhat happened.â
Ad cleared his throat and covered his face with those shaking hands. âI made an arrangement to save someone and I turned myself over to that demon. I was down on that table of hers for . . . it felt like years. Eddie told me later it was two nights of earth time. When I came back, after she released me, I wasnât the same.â
Like bats out of Hell itself, memories of Jimâs own time down there swarmed and descended, clouding his brain. He knew exactly what Ad was talking about. Heâd been on that table, too.
That was how his path had first crossed Sissyâs.
After heâd found her body, that was.
âI thought I was okay.â Ad shook his head. âI wasnât. I lasted about a week, made some excuse to Eddie about going somewhere. I was going to shoot myself, but Iâm an angel, right? Iwanted to die flying. So I jumped and did nothing about it . . . the canyon was about seventy feet deep. I hit hard and that was all it took. Split second laterâshit, I thought Iâd survived. I woke up in PurgatoryâI thought it was gray because of moonlight or some shit.â
Finally, Ad dropped his arms. His eyes, both of them, were red ringed from tears he refused to let fall.
âEddie went there because of me, but he was also the reason we got out. The Creator has a thing for love.â Ad stared at his own hands, watching them shake. âI mean, Eddie sacrificed himself for me, and thatâs love, right? Not the dumb-ass romantic kind . . . but the real shit. So yeah, when Nigel went to the Creator and argued for usâthat was what worked. Nigel was able to strike an arrangement that freed us about a month before you came along. If we see you through this war? Weâre free. Itâs our penance.â
âSo you can help me find that archangel and get him back.â
âMaybe Devina is talking out of her ass, though. Not like that bitch has a problem lyingââ
âSo you can help me,â he repeated.
Ad shook his head again. âJim, this is a really bad idea.â
âBut you can get me there, canât you.â
âNo, thatâs on you.â
As their eyes met, Jim knew exactly what the guy was talking about. âBut you can help me out of there.â
âNo, I canât. Didnât you listen to me? Itâs not up to us, buddy.â Ad looked up at the ceiling. âYour exit visa can only be issued by the Creator.â
Jim could sense the guy retreatingâand that couldnât happen. âListen, this is an extraction. Nothing more, nothing less. You think I havenât done one of these before? Iâll go in, get him, bring him outââ
âYou donât know what the fuck youâre talking about.â
âThere has to be a way.â Jim curled up a fist and banged it on the table, making the plate and fork dance. âEven if Devina is wrong? Heaven is stronger with Nigel back up there. Colinâs head is completely fucked with the bastard gone, and right now, Bert and Ernieââ
âThat would be Albert and Byron.â
âFine, whatever. Call âem Mozart and Beethoven for all I care. The two of them are holed up in the Manse of Souls, stuck there, while Colin is disintegrating. And this is not a hypothetical. I went up there after I got home last night. All itâs going to take is for Devina to get a hard-on to hit the place, and then we got another set of problems we donât need. Hell, the Creator
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