Orion the first time, Iâd been fighting with him. It was the only thing I was good at. She, on the other hand, was having a conversation and getting better answers than I ever managed. Now I was stuck watching her create a more meaningful bond with my guide than I would ever have.
âWell, apparently the powers that be thought my curse had grown too easy. Either that or with time to think about it, they thought of an even more taxing punishment.â He cut the distance between himself and Leslie. âYou see the gods love a good punishment. Turning someone into a star used to be a big deal, but now itâs all been there, done that. However, making me pay for what I said over and over again every year for all eternity was too good to pass up. I promised I would kill every living creature, so now I bring in winter and I do technically kill the earth every year, but then I have to watch each spring as it comes back to life.â
âProving over and over again that you canât beat them,â she said.
âExactly.â He smiled at her and warning bells went off in my head. I didnât like it. He was my spirit guide, not hers. He should have shared these things with me.
âWell, thatâs great and all, but we arenât here to hear about you. Itâs me weâre supposed to be talking about.â Shit . I regretted the words the moment they came out. I didnât mean them. I couldnât even say why I said them, other than because I wanted them to stop talking to each other like that. If it werenât for social awkwardness, I would have no socialness at all.
Immediately Orionâs hazel eyes fixed on me and understanding began to grow in them.
âNot that we should be talking about me. I donât want to talk about me. I hate talking about me.â
âShe does,â Leslie pitched in and I nodded. âAbsolutely hates it.â
âWhat I meant wasâ¦â I swallowed trying to clear my thoughts. âIâm here toâ¦â They both waited for me to finish, but I couldnât. Why was I here? I couldnât think of anything with them staring at me. âFind the spell to break my curse.â
His full lips set into a straight line. âFinally . . .your real question at last, but I cannot tell you where it is.â
I put a hand on my hip. âYou canât or you wonât?â
He looked at Leslie. âIs she always this contrary?â
âEh.â Leslie shrugged.
âJust answer the question,â I snapped. âI canât. I donât know where she kept the spell, but even if I did, I wouldnât tell you how to find it. Howâs that for an answer?â he asked.
I rubbed a hand hard over my forehead. I already hated today. âBut I thought youâre supposed to guide me.â
He nodded. âYou want guidance. Close your eyes.â He put his hands on my shoulders and I frowned, trying to pull away. âClose. Your. Eyes.â
I squeezed my eyes shut. âFine.â
âTell me what the room youâre standing in looks like.â
âWhat?â I started to open my eyes, but he pressed his hand over them.
âYou have been here for long enough, but you havenât seen anything. You havenât learned anything about her because youâre so closed off to the world around you. As you are, the spell would be useless. Youâll never break that curse.â The warmth of his hand left my face and weight lifted from my shoulder.
I kept my eyes closed and concentrated. âItâs an old farmhouse that has been decorated like the evil queenâs castle. Big gothic furniture that is too big for the rooms is everywhere. Happy?â I asked.
âWhat does the couch look like?â
âItâs covered.â
âSo is the gothic furniture, but you picked that out.â
I did. I could see the heavy black legs sticking out and the peaked lines. âIt has