mattress.â
âWhy do you insist on calling your parents by their first names?â
âSo I can pretend theyâre not my parents. See you in five.â
Gemma hung up the phone. âI have to go out, Anna. Get your sister to ask you the last six words. You know them all so far. Good for you.â
Anna beamed. âAre you going to Augustaâs?â
Gemma nodded and got up to leave.
âWhy are her kids so mean to her? Iâd never be mean to you.â
âLife is complicated, Anna. Sometimes people lose their way. When that happens, you have to rely on your friends.â
âAnd youâre Augustaâs friend.â
Gemma smiled and kissed her. âBed by nine.â
It took them twenty minutes to get to Augustaâs door. This time, Bette came in with her. Augusta didnât look surprised to see them, just worn out. The three friends sat in the kitchen. The girls were upstairs with music blaring.
âTell me itâs not true,â Gemma said.
âLook, Iâm sorry, thereâs no point. I wouldnât have a good time anyway. Theyâre right. What if something did happen? In todayâs world, you never know. Then who would look after them? Iâm not like you, Gemma. I donât have a husband and relatives all over the place. Thereâs Mom and thatâs it. I have to be careful.â
Bette and Gemma looked at each other. It was Bette who spoke first.
âYou could fall down the basement steps with a load of laundry, too. It amounts to the same thing.â
Augusta hid her face with her hands. Bette jumped out of her chair and put her arm around her friend. âIâm sorry, I shouldnât have said that.â
Augusta took her hands away. âNo, youâre right. Thatâs the problem. Iâm always afraid somethingâs going to happen, to me or to them. Iâm walking on eggshells all the time. Itâs hard.â
Gemma straightened her back. âLife is hard. Everyone has something theyâre terrified of, but you keep walking anyway.â
âIâm tired of walking.â
âThen you shouldâve laid down beside Tom and died too.â
Augusta gasped.
âGemma, donât,â Bette said.
âNo. Iâm sick of this, Augusta. For three years Iâve watched you get smaller and smaller. Do you think Tom wouldâve wanted you to be so afraid of your own shadow that you stopped living?â
Augusta gave her a dirty look, but it didnât matter. Gemma couldnât stop now. âAnd I know something else. Tom was a great papa and I think heâd be horrified if he knew how these girls blackmail you. You have got to stop apologizing for the fact that you lived and he didnât. Of course theyâre angry about it. But it wasnât your fault, so they have no right taking it out on you.â
Augustaâs shoulders slumped. âI know. I just donât know how to fight it.â
âOne day at a time,â Bette said. âThatâs how I get through life. Otherwise I wouldâve blown my brains out years ago.â
The three friends smiled at each other.
âYouâre coming with us,â Gemma said, âbecause if you donât go, we donât go. Itâs as simple as that. And you know how much Linda needs this right now.â
âAll right, but how do I tell the girls?â
âDo you mind if you leave that up to me?â
âIâm such a coward.â
Gemma rose from the table. âMake some tea. Iâll be down in a minute.â
She left the kitchen, walked up the stairs, and poked her nose into Summerâs bedroom. Summer jumped, as if sheâd had a fright. âWhy are you here?â
âGet your sister, please. Then come back in here. I want to talk to you.â
âWhyâ¦â
âJust do it.â
Summer stomped past her and did as she was asked. A minute later, two girls with mutinous