negotiation.
Somewhere in there she needed to squeeze out time to balance her checkbookâlong overdueâand see if there was any way she could afford a new car without robbing a bank.
She opened the first file, and got down to managing her little corner of the Savannah-Chatham PD.
âLT?â
âMmm?â She acknowledged Sykes, one of the negotiators in her unit, without looking up.
âGuy out here wants to see you. Duncan Swift.â
âHmm?â This time she looked up with a frown. She looked through the window of her office, saw Duncan studying the squad room as if it were a foreign planet.
She thought of her workload, of the time crunch, and nearly passed him off. Then his gaze shifted, met hers. And he smiled.
âAh well.â She pushed up from her desk, stepped out to the doorway of her office. âMr. Swift?â
He had a damn effective smile, she decided. Something about it said it was easy and often used. And his eyes, soft and dusky blue, looked right at you. In her experience a lot of people werenât comfortable making that solid eye contact. But this man let you know he wasnât just looking at you, he was thinking about you while he did.
âYouâre busy. You look busy,â he said when he reached her. âYou want me to come back when youâre not?â
âIf what you came by for can wait about a decade, thatâs fine.â
âIâd rather it didnât.â
âThen come on in.â
âWow. Itâs sort of like on TV, but not exactly. Do you get weirded out sitting here where everybody can see what youâre doing all day?â
âIf I do, I can always pull the blinds.â
He hooked his thumbs in the front pockets of worn jeans. There were long legs in those jeans, she noted.
âBet you hardly ever do.â
âI spoke with the attorney you hired on Joeâs behalf. He seems very competent.â
âAnd then some. Soâ¦I wanted to ask you if I should visit Suicide Joeââ
âExcuse me? Suicide Joe?â
âSorry, we got to calling him that last night. It stuck in my head. Should I visit him, or is it better for him if I step back?â
âWhat do you want to do?â
âI donât know. Itâs not like we were pals or anything. But yesterdayâs loop keeps running through my head.â
âItâs more to the point whatâs running through his.â
âYeah. Yeah. I had this dream.â
âDid you?â
âI was the one sitting out on the ledge in my underwear.â
âBoxers or briefs?â
It made him laugh. âBoxers. Anyway, I was sitting on the ledge and you were sitting there with me.â
âAre you feeling suicidal?â
âNot a bit.â
âItâs called transference. Youâre putting yourself in his place. It was a traumatic experience, for you as well as Joe, even though it ended well.â
âHave you ever had one that didnât?â
âYes.â
He nodded, and didnât ask for details. âWhat do you call me having you stuck in my mind? Wishful thinking?â
âThat would depend on what youâre wishing for.â
âI started to Google you.â
She sat back now, raised her eyebrows.
âI thought, sure itâs a shortcut, a curiosity-satisfying one. But sometimes you want to go the long way around. You get to find out about somebody from the source, maybe over some type of food or drink. And if youâre wondering, yes, Iâm hitting on you.â
âIâm a trained observer. I donât have to wonder when I know. I appreciate the honesty, and the interest, butââ
âDonât say âbut,â not right off the bat.â He bent down, picked up a hairpin that must have fallen out of her hair earlier, handed it to her. âYou could consider it a public service. Iâm the public. We could exchange life stories over