in, all three heads turned. âMama! Iâm almost done with my spelling.â
âThereâs my girl.â Setting the bag on the counter as she went, Phoebe walked over to give Carly a smacking kiss. âBet youâre hungry.â
âWe wanted to wait for you.â
ââCourse we waited.â Essie moved close to rub a hand down Phoebeâs arm. âYou all right, baby girl? You must be so tired, having the car go out like that.â
âI wanted to take out my gun and shoot it, but Iâm over it now.â
âHowâd you get home?â
âI took the CAT, which is what Iâll be doing until the carâs fixed.â
âYou can use mine,â Ava told her, but Phoebe shook her head.
âIâd feel better knowing thereâs a car available here at home. Donât worry. Whatâs for dinner? Iâm starving.â
âYou go on and wash up.â Essie waved her away. âThen sit right down at the table. Everythingâs ready, so you go on.â
âDonât mind if I do.â She winked at Carly before slipping out to the powder room off the parlor.
More to be grateful for, she reminded herself. There were dozens of tasks and chores she didnât have to heap on her plate because her mother was there, because Ava was there. A thousand little worries she could brush aside. She wasnât going to let herself get twisted inside out over something as annoying as transportation.
She studied her face in the mirror as she dried her hands. She looked tired, and tight, she admitted. There would surely be lines on her face in the morning that hadnât been there yesterday if she didnât relax a little.
And at thirty-three, there would be lines sneaking in anyway. Just a fact of life.
But she was having a big glass of wine with dinner regardless.
It did relax her, as did the pretty food prepared by hands other than her own, the soft light, the easy music of female voices.
She listened to Carly talk about her school day, and her mother talk about the book she was reading.
âYouâre so quiet, Phoebe. Are you just tired out?â
âA little,â she said to Ava. âMostly Iâm just listening.â
âBecause we canât keep quiet for five minutes. Tell us something good that happened today.â
It was an old game, one her mother had played with them as long as Phoebe could remember. Whenever something hard or sad or irritating happened, Essie would ask them to tell her something good.
âWell, letâs see. The training session went well.â
âDoesnât count.â
âThen I guess satisfying the prosecutor with my testimony in court this afternoon doesnât count either.â
âSomething good that happened to you,â Essie reminded her. âThatâs the rule.â
âAll right. Sheâs so strict,â Phoebe said to make Carly grin. âI donât know if itâs good, but itâs different. I had a good-looking man come into my office.â
âIt only counts if he asked you out to dinner,â Ava began, then gaped at Phoebeâs expression. âYou have a date ?â
âWell, for Godâs sake, donât say it as if weâve just discovered a new species.â
âItâs practically as rare. Whoââ
âAnd itâs not a date. Not really. The suicide I talked down yesterday? This is the man who he used to work for. He just wants to have a drink.â
âAva said it had to be dinner to count,â Carly reminded her.
âHe brought up dinner, we negotiated it to drinks. Just half an hour tomorrow.â She tapped Carlyâs nose. âAfter your bedtime.â
âIs he cute?â Ava demanded.
The wine and the company had done its job. Phoebe flashed a grin. âReally cute. But Iâm just meeting him for one drink. Over and out.â
âDating isnât a terminal