Sophia?â
She shook her head and swallowed. âItâs like you said. My family still thinks weâre datingâ¦for the crazy reason that I havenât told them otherwise.â
âJust like you havenât told them what happened in Chicago or that youâre no longer working for the Dunworthys.â From what he gathered in passing conversations, her family had no idea Sophia had been firedâ¦or the reason why. The Pirellis seemed to think Sophia was on paid leave while her employers vacationed overseas.
âYet another proud moment in my life,â she muttered. Her embarrassment and disappointment was obvious in the slump to her shoulders and downcast eyes. Jake felt his heart lurch as if urging him to do something. Uncertain what else he could offer, he quietly asked, âDo you want me to tell your family what happened?â
Dragging her gaze from the ceramic tile that had replaced the worn linoleum floor of her childhood, Sophia stared up at Jake Cameron, a man who knew the worst and best of the secrets she still hadnât told her family. A man whowas a virtual strangerâsince for all she knew everything heâd told her was a lie, a man who treated getting shot like a paper cutâand the urge to escape overwhelmed her. She spun toward the door, but her family still waited outside. The trapped, suffocating feeling sheâd had as a teenager closed in on her, reminding her of all the reasons why sheâd run from Clearville years ago.
But a different edge raced along the fine blade of tension now, one sheâd never felt before meeting Jake. A fear that running would never be enough until she found some placeâsomeoneâshe could run to. She shoved the ridiculous thought aside and took a deep breath that teased her senses with the hint of Jakeâs woodsy aftershave combined with the smoke from the charcoalâa scent more appetizing than the burgers heâd grilled.
âDo you want me to?â he asked again, stepping close enough for her to feel the heat of his body running down her spine, buttocks and the backs of her thighs. She turned to face him, realizing too late the temptation of his broad chest was just a deep breath away from her breasts and his lips hovered just out of reach of her ownâ¦unless she stood on tiptoe, as sheâd learned the night of their second date.
âSophia?â
âWhat?â Sophia demanded, horrified sheâd somehow given her desire away.
âDo you want me to tell your family?â he repeated, a slight frown coming to his handsome face.
Feeling her cheeks burn, she shook her head to clear her heated thoughts. âOf course not,â she scoffed, though she was a bit tempted to dump all the responsibility on Jake. But she wasnât that big of a coward. âTheyâre my family. Iâll tell them.â
His golden gaze searched hers, his expression more enigmatic than sheâd ever seen in St. Louis. For those few shortweeks, heâd struck her as completely sincere, honest and easy to read. It hurt all over again to realize not only his words had been a lie. Everything about the Jake Cameron sheâd met, the Jake Cameron sheâd liked had been a con.
âOrâ¦â His voice trailed off, dangling the bait of an answer she had yet to consider.
âOr what?â
âOr you could let them believe weâre still seeing each other until youâre ready to tell the truth.â
That had been her plan all along, hadnât it? Easing into the truth like dipping a toe into the shock of an icy pond instead of diving in headlong. But looking up into the intensity of Jakeâs golden gaze, she felt the heat of his stare searching her face before settling on her mouth. A sudden trembling attacked her legs and threatened her ability to stand. Desperate to fight off that weakness before Jake could see how easily he still affected her, Sophia mocked, âYou mean
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