your job is,â Sophia said, a challenging lift to her eyebrows.
He was still scrambling for something to say that would appease her brothersâ curiosity without further alienating Sophia when Vince asked his daughter, âWhy is now the first weâre hearing of this? Sophia, why didnât you tell us what Jake does for a living? For all we knew, he could have been an accountant.â
Sophia picked at the sesame seeds on her hamburger bun and complained, âWhatâs wrong with being an accountant?â
âOther than being totally boring?â Sam asked before turning back to Jake. âWhat was your most interesting case?â
Jake didnât have to even think about it. âThat would have to be the case that took me to St. Louis.â
Sophiaâs head snapped toward him, her dark gaze pleading, as if she expected him to blurt out the whole story to her family right there at the dinner table. Any why not? he thought with regret. That was pretty much what heâd done to herâ¦
Sam leaned forward. âWhat happened in St. Louis?â
Reaching out, Jake lifted Sophiaâs hand from the picnic table and entwined her fingers with his own. âThatâs where I met your sister,â he murmured.
The worry eased from her expression, and was it his imagination or had her eyes softened just a little? Despite the elbow-to-elbow contact at the table, her family seemed to fade away, leaving just the two of them and the spark that had ignited between them the moment they met, an attraction that made it easy for Sophia to trust him, an attraction that made it so easy for Jake to lie to her.
He didnât know which of them flinched first, but the break in contact as Sophiaâs hand fell to her side made Jake feel like some vital part of him had been ripped away, leaving behind only scars as reminders of all heâd lost. Because of his lies and because of the truth heâd been asked to find.
Dammit, Sophia, Iâm sorry, he thought, staring at her downcast profile as if he might will her into accepting his apology. Sorry Iâm not the man you thought I was.
He did his best to deflect the rest of her familyâs questions about his job and thought heâd just about turned the tide when Maddieâs young voice piped in.
âHave you ever been shot?â
The little girl had been tossing bits of her bun at a couple of birds, and Jake hadnât thought sheâd been listening to the conversation. When all adult eyes focused on her, she added, âYou know, like on TV.â
Instinctively, his hand moved to his left thigh. Sometimes he swore he could still feel the bullet burning beneath his flesh even though he knew that was impossibleâ¦. A soft intake of breath beside him caught his attention. Sophia straightened in realization, and he could almost hear yet another mark checked off against him for yet another lie.
He was spared from having to satisfy Maddieâs childish curiosity when Vanessa turned on her eldest son. âHonestly, Nick, what have you been letting this child watch?â
âI didnât let her. I didnât know she was paying any attention,â Nick protested.
Thinking it was a good time to turn the conversation away from himself while he still could, Jake asked, âWhat about you, Vince? What do you do?â
For the first time since he met the Pirelli family, silence fell.
Sophia might not think much of Jakeâs job, but up until recently, heâd been good at it. And he could still pick up on body language and small nuances most people missed. Like the encouraging smile Vanessa sent her husbandâs way. Like the look Sam and Drew exchanged, and Nickâs brief but pointed glance at Sophia, who kept her own eyes focused on her plate. Only Maddie was immune, singing beneath her breath and turning her attention back to her gathering flock.
Vinceâs smile was wide as ever, but something less