glass. I was knocked out so fast I didnât even feel myself fall.
I was immobile when I came to, and I really hoped it wasnât because Iâd had my brains bashed hard enough to paralyze me. I moved my arms and legs, feeling hard leather straps holding me down, cold metal under my back and aching head. I thrashed against the restraints and managed to bruise my wrists and ankles for my trouble. Of all the places you want to find yourself tied down, a Nazi hospital isnât top of anyoneâs list.
âQuiet.â The voice came from beyond my field of vision, which admittedly was about as crisp and clear as a dirty windshield on a rainy night. Everything was blurry, and every time I tried to move my eyes my vision slipped sideways.
âUngh,â I said to the invisible voice.
âPlease,â it replied. âI apologize for the pain but you must be quiet.â
I lay back against the cold table, feeling my heart thudding. âI hate to break it to you, but if your plan is to torture me quietly thatâs not going to work out.â
âNothing could be further from my mind,â the voice said. It was male, clipped dry syllables that came from somewhere in this neck of the woods, but not the immediate neighborhood. Not a German. Maybe a neighbor.
âThen why all this?â I said. Raising my head up felt like somebody had taken a hammer to the side of my skull, but I did it all thesame. A face swam into view. He was painfully thin, sallow in the dim light, black hair swept back from a high forehead. He looked down at me without blinking.
âI thought you were a German at first,â he said, indicating my uniform. âThen I thought you might be sick.â
âSick like Iâm covered in blood and chasing folks looking for more?â I asked. He grimaced.
âIâm sorry I hit you,â he said. âYou are an American?â
âBorn and raised,â I said, relaxing into the dizzy waves bearing me up. Born and raised and died and was born again as a monster was just long-winded.
He moved away and came back to put a cold cloth across my forehead, then undid all his good work by shining a light into my eyes. It felt like being sliced across the face with a butcher knife. âJesus!â I snapped. âDo you mind?â
âYou have a concussion,â he said.
âYou really are Sherlock Holmes,â I sighed. âWhat did you hit me with?â
âA bedpan.â
I glared at him. âBetter and better.â
He leaned over me to unbuckle my straps. He was wearing a plain white shirt, not the ragged pajamas most of the prisoners in the camp had to make do with, but it was ancient, yellow at the armpits and collar. His pants werenât any better, worn at the knees and so filthy they were stiff. âAre you a POW?â he asked. âI have not met any female GIs. The men they keep far away, in a satellite camp with the Russians.â
âIâm not a prisoner,â I said.
âThen you are a spy,â he said, nodding to himself. âAnd you could not have chosen a worse time to slip inside these fences.â
âAnd what about you?â I said, sitting up and feeling the back of my head. It was tender and a little bloody, but I was basically whole.
âI am a doctor,â he said. âThey brought me here and made me assist the staff with procedures.â He held up his hands, turning the long fingers this way and that. âThere are few skilled surgeons in the camps. Most are at the front lines or sitting on their fat asses in Berlin, ducking bombs and drinking tea.â
Something crashed out in the hall, and I watched the doctorâs whole body get taut. âAre we safe in here?â I said.
âFor now,â he murmured. âUntil they find a way to open that door.â
âAnd âtheyâ would be . . . ?â I lifted an eyebrow. He sighed, running water over his hands and