light.
âAlas.â Kubler favored me with a bloody grin. âA bullet,â he said. âMeant for another. But you have missed your chance all the same. I am not long for this world, and my soul remains my own.â
He started to laugh again, until I crouched down and peeled back his lab coat, revealing the starburst of blood and powder burn in his side just above his hip bone. âGut shot?â I said. Kubler gasped, his neck twisting a little in pain.
âWhat would you know about it?â
âIâm not a doctor like you,â I said, pulling the knife from its leather case. The case was soft and smooth under my fingers, even though the leather was mottled and dark from being in my bag, my back pocket or tucked against my skin for over twenty years. âBut I have been around a lot of dying people, and gunshot wounds are usually quick.â
Kubler tried to back up, but he was trapped between his bookcase and his desk. A few files slithered off the top, raining onionskin paper around us that landed and sopped up his blood. âThat is unless you take a slug in the guts,â I said. âThen it can take hours. Worse if you rupture the intestines. Then you can go septic waiting to die. Iâve heard the pain is indescribable. But thatâs not the point. The point is, it takes hours.â
I leaned in, pressing my free hand against Kublerâs wound. He let out an animal cry, but I was stronger than him and his struggling didnât do much more than smear blood up to my wrist. âLucky for you, Iâve got all day.â
He started to laugh at me, and coughed up blood. A droplet landed in my eye, staining half my vision red. âMy soul remains my own. Yours, Iâm not so sure about.â
âMe neither,â I said, sitting cross-legged and tapping the knife blade against Kublerâs metal desk. He grimaced at me.
âVas?â
âOh, Iâm waiting,â I said, tapping out the beat from âIn the Moodâ. âAs long as I stick you before you expire, I still collect. But I think we can afford to wait a little longer.â
For the first time, Kublerâs face slackened. He was yellow, in the whites of his eyes and the pale skin around his lips. The bullet must have nicked his liver. âYou cannot . . . you would torture me?â
I shrugged. A clock was ticking somewhere, and Kublerâs rusty wheezing filled up the space between us. He glared at me, his eyes burning, but he could barely keep his eyes open.
âYou think Hell will be a misery for me?â he gasped finally. âI am in Hell. Stuck in this place, with the trenches full of animal corpsesâthe living ones and their stink . . . the cow mewlings and screamings . . . after this place, Hell will be a comfort.â
All at once, our little waiting game got tiresome. âThose people you keep out there in the mud and the shit,â I said quietly, âwill have the comfort of knowing that theyâll never have to see your face again, because you died like a coward begging for the pain to stop. And those trenches you throw their bodies into were a hundred times too good for your corpse.â
I leaned forward and stuck the knife between his ribs. I aimed up and into his heart, shuddering as the wasted, tattered thing that was all that left of most warlockâs souls flowed into the knife. âAnd by the way, Iâve seen Hell,â I whispered in Kublerâs ear as he groaned. âThey still have a few surprises waiting for you.â
The blade glowed for a few seconds, like Iâd heated it over an open flame, and then quieted.
I shoved the knife back into its case and stood, swiping the last of Kublerâs blood off my face. The whole hospital was still eerily silent, more like a morgue than a medical center. Nothing good happened in this place. Nothing good had set foot on this ground in a long, long time.
I stepped into the hall,