at me quizzically, their eyes alert with interest. âI know how we can beat Kingston next season,â I told them.
There was no response other than their puzzled expressions.
âIâm going to play in Johnnyâs place,â I stated. âDadâs going to train me.â
Still no one said anything. They just sat there, stunned.
Figuring that it was a positive sign that they werenât objecting, I took my seat and poured myself a bowl of cereal. âWe have nine months before team tryouts,â I said, and I began to explain my plan for getting into good training shape.
Dad let out a blast of laughter.
Daniel and Mike followed his lead, snickering and giggling.
The only one not laughing was Mom; she just watched the whole scene, perplexed and unhappy.
I stared at them as anger welled up inside. Did they really think I was just going to sit there and let them try to humiliate me?
I wasnât the same girl I had been before Johnnyâs death. Back then, Iâd let them cut me out of practices and ignore me during games. No more.
I couldnât look at their awful, laughing faces another second. Furious, I stormed from the table, tearing through the kitchen to the backyard. Icy rain was pouring down on me, but I didnât care. Nothing would make me go back inside that house.
Dad was right behind me, standing on the back stoop to stay dry. âGracie, sweetheart, Iâm sorry,â he called through the pelting rain.
I wasnât ready to accept his apology. âYou wouldnât laugh at Mike or Daniel,â I insisted angrily.
âBecause theyâre boys, â he said, as though that were an explanation I should understand.
âYou said at the banquet to go out and beat Kingston,â I reminded him.
âI didnât mean you.â
His words began to sink in. He didnât think I could competeâand he thought that for only one reason: because I was a girl.
I grabbed a muddy soccer ball from the dirt and placed it in front of the half-torn-down goal. Rain splashed in my eyes but I whisked it away. âWatch this!â I told Dad. âTop corner.â
I kicked the ball, smashing it exactly into the top corner, just as Iâd said I would. Turning to him, I stared at Dad defiantly. What could he say to that?
He left the stoop, rain soaking his uniform. âGood shot, but not good enough,â he remarked.
âIt was right in the upper corner!â I pointed out indignantly.
âWith no goalkeeper, no one blocking; it had nothing on it,â he shot back. âIt was a meatball. Your Gran could have knocked it down with her handbag.â
I turned away. He wasnât going to give me a break no matter what I did.
He kicked the ball up and bounced it into his hands. âIs Peter here yet?â he shouted into the kitchen doorway.
In a moment, Peter appeared, followed by Mike and Daniel. âStand over there,â Dad told Peter. âDaniel and Mike, go one-on-one to goal. Come on!â
Obediently, the boys stepped into the pouring rain. Peter looked wary, like he didnât quite understand what was happening and wasnât sure he wanted any part of it, but he did as Dad asked. Mom came out with her raincoat over her shoulders and watched from the stoop.
âPlay for real. Donât go easy,â I told them.
Dad tossed me the ball, and I dribbled it to the other side of the yard. The dirt and patchy grass were muddy, but I kept good control of the ball as I moved toward Peter. When I felt I was in a good position, I started to make my move to shoot, but Peter stole the ball away.
Mike and Daniel cheered for Peter, but Dad shut them up with a look. âTry it again,â he told me.
Going back across the yard with the ball, I headed for the goal again. And again, Peter got the ball away from me at the last minute.
âAgain,â Dad said.
Okay, I saw what he was getting at. It only meant I had to