the breast pocket, right next to the micro recorder.
âIs there anybody you know who would like to see Mr. Lawrence dead? From work or home?â
âI can not say.â
âWhat about you?â
She took a long-winded breath. âI already said that I am sad Dom and Rachel are dead. But not twins. I do not like them.â
Lenaâs frankness surprised George the detective, not the man, and he could see why Thom was attracted to her. He probably felt liberated by her forwardness.
Georgeâs phone chirped. He read Thomâs text.
TWINS DONE 1ST
âAre we finished?â said Lena, exasperated.
âNot by a long shot.â
seven
âIâve been thinking about kids lately,â said Birdie.
Father Frank spit tea all over his devotional notes.
âNot as in, I want to have them, but as in, about them. In general. More specifically, Iâve been thinking about childhood.â
âWhat brought this on?â said Frank, dabbing the paper with his handkerchief.
âLouise.â
âRonâs dog?â
âExactly. Last time I stayed at his house Louise had torn up a new accent pillow. They werenât cheap and Ron was pissed. He collected all the stuffing and bits of torn fabric and piled the mess on the floor. Ron commanded Louise to sit and then he sat just behind the destroyed pile so that Louise could see him and the pillow parts. So Louise is sitting there, eyes tracking between the pillow and Ron. Heâs mad, but not showing it. A sort of stare down went on for minutes. After a while Louise began to shake. Ron ignored her. Then she began to whine. Poor thing, after a few more minutes sheâs beside herself. Shaking and whining, but not moving her butt from that spot of floor. After a few more minutes, Iâm really feeling sorry for Louise. Iâm about to plead her case when Ron moved the pillow stuff out of sight. Meanwhile, Louise is practically spastic and crying, but still not daring to move from the floor. Finally, Ron releases her and she jumps into his lap. He gives her all his attention and love. Kisses. Belly rubs. The works. Later that day, we were on the couch and Ron threw the other pillow near her. She completely ignored it. She had learned her lesson.â
Frank leaned back in his desk chair. âThat canât be all to this child genesis.â
âLouise is prone to eye infections and Ron has to put this gel-like medicine in her eyes. She hates it and always cries and fusses. He shushes her and talks all sweet while heâs doing it. Afterward, he cradles her like a baby and distracts her from wiping her eyes with her paw. Iâve seen him do this before, but this time I think back and realize that heâs never hit her. Heâs trained her, disciplined, loved, but never hit. Not even a swat on the flank. While heâs got Louise in his arms, an image pops into my mind and I see him holding a baby. And I think heâd make a great father.â
âTraining animals isnât on the same scale as raising babies,â said Frank.
âOf course not. But that doesnât diminish the import of my thought. It was random, but not random at all. Youâve said that we, as mere humans, self-actualize. I wonder if this is Godâs way of making us look at ourselves in a new light. Like the proverbial light bulb going on. Anyway, this not-so-random thought leads to another and another until Iâm thinking about childhood. My childhood.â
Frank clapped his hands together. âFinally! Weâre getting somewhere.â
âFrank, Iâm serious.â
âMe, too. I have the asperges rite to deliver soon.â
âOkay, Iâll hurry. So I remembered one thing about myself that I had never given any thought to. Something I took for granted. Only ⦠I never knew I had taken it for granted because I knew no alternative. It was my normal. At some point in time all children go through a