should probably say something and help him out. But I donât. Watching him struggle is sort of fun, in a mean, sadistic kind of way â like torturing a spider by pulling off its legs.
After a minute he opens his mouth again. This time, he comes up with this gem:
âUm ⦠so howâs school going this year?â
I sigh and roll my eyes.
âLike you really care?â
He frowns.
âBelieve it or not, I do, Tabitha. Look, I know I havenât been around very much latelyâ¦.â
I pick up my menu and pretend to start reading.
âYeah, right â¦â
Thereâs a long silence. I glance up and see that his face has turned a bright shade of red and his eyes are bulging with anger.
âPlease donât speak to me that way,â he whispers, glancing around to make sure nobody is listening. âIâm still your father and I deserve some respect.â
I snort and raise my menu up to my face, blocking him out of my view. Suddenly, a rhythmic clicking breaks through the white noise of the restaurant. I donât even have to turn around to know itâs Catherine. The sound of her shoes on the tiled floor is a dead giveaway. She always wears the highest heels she can squeeze her feet into. And I mean always . Even if sheâs just heading out to the bank or to the mailbox.
I turn around just in time to see her click up to our table and glide into her seat.
âHappy birthday, darling!â she says, leaning over and kissing the air beside my cheek. Then, reaching into her Louis Vuitton purse, she pulls out a white envelope and hands it to me. I take it and carefully feel around inside the envelope for the bracelet. It only takes a couple of seconds to figure out it isnât there.
âWhatâs this?â I ask with a frown.
Catherine laughs. âItâs a cheque, you silly girl! I didnât have time to go to the store. But I thought youâd like this better, anyway. Now you can choose anything you want.â
I shake my head. âBut ⦠no ⦠what about the bracelet?â
Now itâs Catherineâs turn to look confused.
âBracelet?â
âThe pearl one ⦠Grandmaâs. You know, you promised I could have it when I turned fifteen.â
Catherine tilts her head back and laughs. âDarling! Iâm sure I never made a promise like that. That bracelet is an antique. Itâs far too valuable to hand over to a child.â
âBut, she left it to me in her will. She wanted me to have it.â
âItâs in our safety deposit box for now. Youâll get it when youâre ready. Maybe when youâre twenty.â
My chest suddenly starts to hurt. It feels like someone is vacuuming out my insides. Pushing away the pain, I rip the flap of the envelope open and look inside. Catherine isnât joking â it is just a cheque. Not even a card. I stare down at the numbers until they turn blurry and I can feel the sting of tears behind my eyes. I bite my lip hard and will them not to fall. No way am I going to let her see me cry!
Shoving the envelope into my coat pocket, I stare down at my shoes while I wait for the tears to evaporate. I can see the outline of my butterfly ankle tattoo through the thin material of my stocking. I got that tattoo last year. Brandi, Dylan, and I snuck off to an ink parlour in downtown Toronto. I didnât ask my parents because I was sure theyâd be upset. Tattooing is against our religion. Technically our family is Jewish â even though we donât really practise much. We almost never go to synagogue and my parents didnât seem to care when I dropped out of Hebrew school and decided against a Bat Mitzvah. But still, I was pretty scared of what they would say about the tattoo. It was a total sin in the Jewish religion â something about defacing the body. I was also nervous about catching a horrible disease from the needle since the only place to