remembered Joaquinâs fear and the lovely taste. It wanted more. It needed more. Now it knew that no matter what happened, no matter what, it would find that fear and devour it.
chapter 13
MINIBAR, MAXI-PROBLEM
Alondra shot out of the elevator and headed down the corridor in search of Wattâs room. After several wrong turns, she found it and knocked on the door.
Watt answered wearing a hotel bathrobe and holding a cocktail in one hand and an open jar of macadamia nuts in the other.
âHey, Alondra,â he said, ushering her into the room. âJust hitting the minibar a bit.â
âA bit?â she said with a chuckle.
There was a range of electronic gadgets strewn about the room. A Nagra tape recorder sat on the bed. A cornucopia of microphones erupted from a black plastic case. Some battery packs and chargers sat on the dresser. And on the floor lay a battered laptop connected to a variety of devices via a spiderweb of USB cables. Other than a black iPod, Alondra couldnât identify most of it.
âCould I get you something to drink?â
âWhat are you having?â
âRed Bull and vodka.â
âEww,â Alondra said with a shiver of disgust.
âYou should try one; itâs really good.â
âNo, I think Iâll pass. But the vodka sounds good. Iâll have that. Ketel One if they have it.â
Watt opened the minibar and scanned the shelves.
âHmmmâ¦Ketel One, Ketel Oneâ¦ah, there it is!â he said, snatching a bottle. âWant anything with it?â
âIce andâ¦ahâ¦tonic water?â
Watt grabbed a few cubes from the ice bucket, cracked open the bottles, poured with a bartenderâs flourish, and handed Alondra the finished product.
She accepted the drink, sat down on the edge of the bed, and took a sip. The cold vodka tasted crisp and clean, and she had an intense flash of a sauna sheâd visited in Finland.
âSo howâs the man?â Watt asked cheerfully.
âThatâs kind of why I came down here.â
âReally, something wrong?â
âIâm worried about him.â
âWhatâs the matter, heâs got the jitters or something?â
âNo, I mean worried .â
âNot sure I get you.â
Alondra sipped her way back to Finland, and took a long deep breath.
âWell,â she said, searching for the right words. âItâs like, um, God, itâs likeâ¦umâ¦shitâ¦I donâtâ¦â
âCâmon, just spit it out. Jeez, I thought I was supposed to be the one with âcommunication issues,ââ he said, popping a nut into his mouth.
âOkay, Iâll just say it.â
Seconds passed, Alondra remained silent. She looked into Wattâs expectant eyes. Sheâd always liked his eyes. Wide, blue, intense, and dotted with flecks of green. But as much as she liked them, she expected them to narrow in disbelief at what she had to say.
She just had to get it out. And so, after another quick trip to Finland, she did:
âIâm worried about his sanity,â she said.
As sheâd predicted, Wattâs eyes narrowed, and he turned away.
âOh, donât be ridiculous.â
âIâm serious.â
âWell, of course heâs crazy. I mean weâre all crazy. But heâs not crazy, crazy.â
âIâm not so sure.â
Watt paced as he went on a long, rambling rant about everything he knew and felt about Joaquin. About insanity and how it works. About why Joaquin didnât fit the criteria, either constitutionally or pathologically. And on and on.
Alondra tried to listen. But the words became a background hum. She was too worried to accept what sounded like rationalization.
Finally, Watt stopped talking.
Alondra looked up. Watt must have sensed her desperation, because he grabbed her by the shoulders and, staring into her eyes, said: âHeâs fine. He really is. This is an