wasnât even one of the better universities in CaliforniaâStanford, Berkeley, USC, and UCLAâbut it was adequate. It didnât draw a lot of rich kidsâits student base was primarily middle-class kids who often had to work at least part time. It seemed perfect, and was centrally locatedâalmost equally distant from San Francisco as it was from Los Angeles. And Polk itself was a charming little city of a couple hundred thousand people in the middle of the San Joaquin Valley. A little on the conservative side, it is best known for raisins and grape production. It came down to CSUP, Kansas State, and the University of Tennesseeâbut I finally decided Kansas and Tennessee were probably a little bit too conservative. My decision made, I filled out the application and waited to hear back. I was pretty certain Iâd be acceptedâIâd already been accepted into Harvard, after allâand sure enough, after about a month the enrollment package arrived.
And the struggle with my parents had begun. Mom was against it in the beginning, and Dad was on my side. Ironically, after Mom was convinced, Dad began to have misgivings, and the two of us had to work on him.
But it had all worked out as Iâd known it would, and here we were, sitting in an Olive Garden in Polk, a week before school started.
âBesidesââ I finished eating the breadstick, then smothered a grin as Dad watched me mournfully. He really loved Olive Gardenâs breadsticks. âYou agreed itâs a good learning experience for me. And we agreedâtwo years here and Iâll make up my mind on my major, and then Harvard.â That was what Dad was most worried aboutâmy indecision regarding my major. And while the money didnât really matter, he was impressed that I didnât want to waste money at Harvard trying to figure out my major. He thought it showed a responsibility toward money he really liked.
I didnât really know what I wanted to be when I grew up, but I knew I wanted to work in a field I found rewarding. Even after Dad sold his software company, he and Mom kept busy operating a charity foundation, traveling all over the world building health centers and schools. Some of my schoolmates at St. Bernard were aimlessâdespite the excellent education they were getting, they were really just counting the days until they were old enough to access their trust funds. Dad and Mom were always afraid I would turn out that way.
âWell, if you change your mind . . .â Dadâs voice trailed off as Colleen brought the bill. He slid a credit card into the tray and she took it away. He glanced at his watch. âLook at the time! Weâve got to get to the airport, Mandy.â Colleen brought the tray back, Dad signed the receipt, and slid five hundred-dollar bills into the little leather folder. As we walked out the front door, I heard a rather loud âOH!â from behind me. I looked back over my shoulder at Colleen, whose face had gone white. Her mouth was making a perfect âOâ as she stared at the five hundred-dollar bills in her hand. I laughed to myself.
If I ever ate there without my parents, Colleen was going to be incredibly disappointed in her tip.
I hugged and kissed them in the parking lot and then waved as they drove their rental car out into the traffic on Shaw Avenue.
I got into my own car and started it, waiting for the air conditioning to cool it down before heading to my apartment.
I was nervous. I had been alternating between excitement and full-out terror ever since Iâd arrived in Polk the day before. I would never let them know, of courseâtheyâd just worry, and I figured they were already plenty worried on their own without any assistance from me. What if I couldnât hack it in this environment? What if I couldnât make any friends? What if the kids at St. Bernard were right and I was some kind of freak? I wasnât