own little rebellion.
âCome now!â Jane laughed. âYou must know what a stir you have caused. Half the peers in this theatre craned their necks for a better view when you came into the box.â
Including the prince himself, Lady Messingham thought ruefully. Although seated with his wife on one side and his chief mistress on the other, the heir to the throne had cast his eye upon her a number of times throughout the performance. Perhaps heâd begun to tire of Janeâs constant importuning for her husbandâs advancement, or, more likely, was just following family tradition by adding to his collection of mistresses. In either case, the proposition of a liaison with the bug-eyed prince held no appeal to Susannah.
Leaning closer, Jane spoke behind her fluttering fan. âYou know, Sukey darling, there are any number of highly placed gentlemen who could ensure you a more than comfortable life. You could easily take your pick of the lot, after a proper interval, of course.â
âBut, Jane, I havenât the slightest desire to remarry.â
âPshaw! What nonsense!â Jane said and gestured grandly to the posh theatre and its fashionable occupants. âYou well know, such a life as this is not lived without considerable expense.â
âI am more aware than you know, but any eligible man of my own age wonât have me. After my childless marriage, âtis no secret Iâm barren. If I cannot provide the requisite heir, I have only the options of an aged bachelor or widower, and I refuse to live the rest of my life warming another old manâs bones!â
Jane smirked. âThen do you intend to spend your dotage as a shriveled-up old dowager with only the company of a house full of cats?â
âIndeed not!â Sukey heartily denied the thought. âIâll not lack for company. Now that Iâve put off my weeds, I plan to attend the opening of every opera, dance holes in my slippers at each ball, and promenade all of Londonâs pleasure gardens on the arm of a different dashing beau every evening.â
âDo you now?â Janeâs brows rose in mock censure. âThen perhaps a word of wisdom would not go astray? Though I hate to disillusion you, dearest, even the most gallant of men will expect some⦠tangible reward⦠for his service to you. But with youth and beauty yet on your side, wife or mistress would be purely your choiceâ¦â
âBut Jane, you donât understand at all.â Her voice was nearly choked with frustration. âAfter living so many years akin to an exotic pet on a chain, now that I am finally free, why should I trade one cage for another?â
âYou know as well as I, Sukey, a woman in your position has but two options: a husband⦠or a protector.â
âI wonât have it, Jane. There must be another way,â Susannah insisted. âI refuse to be placed under any manâs dominion again. Who, now, must I truly please but myself?â
Janeâs eyes only grew wider. âBut without a manâs patronage, how in heavenâs name do you propose to maintain your lifestyle?â
After a momentâs reflection, Sukey asked, âJane, just how do so many men of similar reduced circumstances go on?â
Jane scoffed in reply. âThose without a patron, you mean? Far too many of them subsist only by gaming. Cards, dice, cocking, pugilism wagering, horse races⦠the list of worthless pursuits goes on and on.â
âGaming?â Sukey repeated with a sudden gleam.
Jane was aghast. âMy dear, you have no idea the danger you would court in contemplating such a ruinous thing!â
âBut why not, Jane? If others make a living at the green tables, why shouldnât I?â She thought of the young gentleman sheâd met over the hazard table the prior evening and her face lit with a winsome smile. âAfter all, I only lack someone to teach