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Four
A Profligate Life
One kiss.
Just one bloody kiss and she had awakened in him a conflagration of lust. Although Philip was no innocent, she was completely beyond his experience. The feelings sheâd awakened were nothing he could explain, though he cared not to ponder too heavily upon them.
When her carriage returned him from Marylebone to his lodgings at the George and Vulture on Lombard Street, Philip sought the taproom rather than taking to his bed. Restless and more than a little disturbed, he couldnât bring himself to retire for fear of deeper reflection. A drink was what he really needed.
The tapster, having long ago made the last call, glowered when Philip slapped thruppence upon the bar. âDonât ye young bucks ever seek yer beds?â
Philip answered by adding a twin to the copper coin. âA single tankard is all I require.â
âTapâs turned off for the night, and off it remains âtil a more respectable hour. Themâs stays open all night begs fer nothing but trouble ifân ye ask me.â
âStrange,â Philip remarked. âI donât seem to recall asking.â
The tapster growled something indiscernible and shoved the coins back across the bar. âI âspect ye know very well where to go â¦â
Philip quirked a lone brow. âHow unfortunate. I had so hoped to avoid that pit at this ungodly hour.â Eyeing a heavy cudgel in a corner, Philip inquired of the tapster, âIf I must venture out, perchance I might borrow your bludgeon? I seem to have mislaid my sword, and would quite dislike finding myself in need.â
The tapster assessed him with a frown that appeared to find him wanting. âMuch good âtwill do, âless yer knows âow to use it.â
âFear not, my good man. After habiting this godforsaken purlieu nigh on four years, I assure you I give quite as good as I get.â Indicating the money on the counter he added, âHere, you may keep it as surety.â
Readily accepting the money, the tapster grinned toothlessly and tossed the club over the bar. Philip caught it one-handed and swaggered out of the tavern.
The tavern maid, who had been wiping down tables, looked wistfully after Philipâs departing figure. The door had no sooner closed behind him than sheâd torn off her apron and cap to follow after him. âWait,â she cried. âI-I donât suppose a fine gent like yerself would want fer some compâny?â
Although Philip had never been disposed to look a gift horse, or in this case a fine-looking filly, in the mouth, he was suddenly struck by Lady Messinghamâs earlier intimation about his predilection for tavern maids. Although it rankled, it also rang true. He turned to the girl with an uncharacteristic hesitation. âIâve seen you before, havenât I? Itâs rare I forget such a comely lass.â
She blushed. âIndeed, sir. Me nameâs Nell. I been working the taproom a sennight now. I saw ye the first night and âave hoped fer a word eâer since.â
While only a night ago he would have thrown her skirts up with enthusiasm, oddly the thought of a quick tumble suddenly held little appeal. Yet he still hadnât the heart or inclination to rebuff her. Instead, he offered his arm as if she were the grandest of ladies.
âAs it stands, Nell, I am indeed feeling singularly friendless this evening. How would you care to accompany me for a pint?â
âThat I would indeed, milord.â She beamed and gave an awkward curtsy.
âPhilip,â he amended. âJust Philip.â
***
He dreamt of drums. Or was it cannon fire? Neither, Philip realized, awakening to the dull and incessant din of pounding on his chamber door. He groaned and pulled a pillow over his head to muffle the sound.
âDrake! Whatâare you dead?â the voice of George Selwyn shouted through the wooden