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important than business.”
    “I’m afraid, Bruce.”
    “Why?”
    “I’m afraid you’ll regret it and hate me forever.”
    He sighed and took her face in his hand. “Look at me.”
    Their noses touched and she felt the warmth of his breath.
    “I’m not going to change my mind. I’ve considered the consequences already.”
    “I don’t want you to be hurt or to feel betrayed.”
    “You can’t hurt or betray me if I’m aware of what you do. Especially if I allow it.”
    “I don’t know, Bruce. I’m scared.”
    “So... you want to change your mind?”
    Jennifer didn’t reply. She was conflicted as hell. Of course she still wanted to explore her fantasies and experience what it felt like to be fucked by strangers. But she couldn’t accept the idea of hurting Bruce’s feelings. He meant the world to her and if her libido was an obstacle to their happiness, she was willing to make the sacrifice.
    However, the opportunity was there. Just a few hours away. Jeanne had informed them that a giant sex party would occur on that very same beach after midnight. The concept was just amazing. So wild. The temptation was incredibly powerful. Jen had never felt so excited: she wanted to attend it. She knew she would regret it for the rest of her life if she didn’t.
    But she wasn’t the only one involved. She wasn’t single anymore. It was a decision that could have disastrous consequences and she couldn’t predict where it would take her marriage. But she didn’t want to think too much. She didn’t want to think long term. She wanted to fulfill her desires, today. Now. She needed instant gratification. Sex. Wild and hot sex.
    For the very first time in her relationship, Jennifer wondered if she was that kind of woman. The kind who cannot stay married. It was truly disturbing, considering that finding her soul mate had been among her top priorities for most of her life. And even worse, she had nothing to complain about; Bruce was everything she had ever dreamed of. But... he wasn’t enough.
    Oh my God, she thought. She immediately felt guilty and incredibly uncomfortable. She pushed the thought out of her mind. How could she think like that? How in the world was it even possible? Bruce, not enough? Come on. It was ridiculous.
    Yet, she couldn’t convince herself otherwise. The more she explored her sexuality, the more she discovered a part of herself she didn’t know existed. The shy and conservative Jennifer was long gone. Her lifestyle with a billionaire had completely transformed her. She had gained so much confidence and independence that she couldn’t believe how different she was now.
    What’s wrong with me? she thought. Am I becoming a bitch? Am I taking advantage of Bruce’s situation and kindness? Or is it something else?
    “What are you thinking?” he asked.
    She cleared her throat. “I don’t know what to do. I want to go further but it feels so wrong to me.”
    “What if I encourage you to become who you truly are?”
    “Even... even if it means...”
    She couldn’t say it. She felt incredibly shy and embarrassed to have this conversation with Bruce. Was it really happening? Were they really talking about the possibility for her to have mind blowing sex with multiple partners?
    Jen felt her cheeks getting red. She was hot, even though the temperature of the water was decreasing. She felt her crotch aching and her pussy was dripping with her fluids. This conversation was killing her.
    She wanted to be fucked hard by other men and Bruce had agreed: what was the problem, for Christ’s sake? Why was it so hard to let go and embrace this once in a lifetime opportunity?
    “I told you: I want you to experience everything you want to experience. I don’t want to be the man who prevents you from living your dreams,” Bruce said.
    “I’m not very comfortable, baby. It’s so weird. I want it so bad, but there’s this little voice inside my head. It tells me that I shouldn’t do it. That it’s