snowman
takes the little boy
and flies through the air.
Too bad
real life
is never anything
like the movies.
from scared to petrified
When the darkness faded
and a grayish light
filled the sky,
we saw
that the monster
had grown
to gigantic proportions
overnight.
Not only
had it not
let us go,
but it had
completely
and totally
devoured us.
We were
savagely trapped
in the snowy belly
of the beast.
day two
We managed
to make it out
to the tree
that had become
Mother Nature’s bathroom,
but the snow
was now up to our knees.
When the snow started to dump
on us again,
my hungry stomach
tightened up in response,
knowing
the snow
would only get
deeper
and deeper.
“We have to do something,” I cried
after a breakfast of Diet Dr Pepper
and a lunch of a few chips.
“We can’t just sit here and wait.
Can’t we build a fire or something?
So planes will see us?”
“Do you have a match?” she asked me.
“No, but—”
“But what?
We just have to wait.
They’ll go looking for us
when we don’t show up today.
They will.
And they’ll find us.”
“Isn’t the cigarette lighter
from the car in here somewhere?
Check the glove box.”
While she looked,
I jumped in the back of the car,
tossing items,
searching,
desperate to find something
we could use.
And that’s when I saw
the brightly wrapped
Christmas presents.
merry Christmas early
She didn’t find
the lighter.
I opened Ivy’s big gift,
with lots of colorful paper,
which would be
the most helpful.
I ripped carefully,
trying to keep it
as whole as possible,
to wave in the air
like a big flag.
It was an antique stool,
a few nicks
here and there,
obviously
lovingly used.
Victoria reached over
and ran her hand over it,
like it was a beloved pet.
“The stool my grandma gave me,” she said.
“They kept it all this time.”
An image
of a little girl
named Ivy
toddling up to the stool
to wash her hands
flashed through my brain.
Before that moment,
I hadn’t pictured her
as anything
but a little,
annoying blob.
But in an instant,
I saw what I couldn’t see,
and it was
wonderful
and sad
all at the same time.
Next I opened
the gift for Dad.
A bottle of his favorite
brandy.
Victoria opened the bottle
and took a swig.
She handed it to me.
I took a whiff
and the smell
sent shivers
through my body.
I put the cap on
and decided I’d save it
for a more desperate
moment.
When I got to my present,
I paused before I opened it,
hoping it would be something
really useful
in the coming hours.
I gasped
when I saw the antique book,
the cover worn and
corners frayed,
a musty smell to it.
Carefully
I opened
the front cover.
1897.
Incredible.
My own antique edition
of Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland.
Truly amazing,
although not very helpful
unless we could slip into
the rabbit hole
and find our way home.
I realized
Victoria must have told
her mother that
my parents named me
after Alice.
I was snapped out of my
wonderland trance
when Victoria asked,
“May I open mine?”
I handed her the tiny box,
which wouldn’t do us much good
as far as wrapping paper
was concerned.
Inside
lay a gold locket
with a tiny picture
of Ivy inside.
She slipped it on,
then gave the locket
a little
kiss.
“For luck,” she whispered.
If only it were
that easy.
hocus-pocus
Like three-year-olds being silly,
we put socks on our hands
and underwear on our heads,
because we hadn’t thought
we’d need
gloves and hats
in California.
Then we stepped outside
and waved
our red and green paper
through the white frosty air,
with the hope
that someone would fly by
and see us.
The trees stood above us,
their branches a canopy
that kept us
from seeing
much of the sky
at all.
As I waved the paper
through the whiteness,
I thought of Mom
swirling her brush of paint
across the white canvas,
turning nothing
into something
magical.
And I