try to think of a solution.
I canât.
âWhich is why,â says Mum, âyou two will have to go without us.â
I stare at her.
âWe know,â says Dad. âNot what you were expecting.â
Mum takes a deep breath.
âMe and Dad have talked about it,â she says, âand . . . well, there were a lot of things poor Pete and Danny didnât get to do, and thereâs no way anybody can fix that now, but we donât want to be the reason you two donât get to do things.â
I can see what a struggle it is for Mum to say that, but I can also see she means it.
âI feel the same,â says Dad. âWe think itâs time we started trusting that you can both stand on your own two feet.â
I open my mouth to tell them that we can, that we almost sharpened Uncle Cliffâs knives and repaired his plug.
Then I remember we didnât.
So I just say thanks.
âThis is a great chance for you both to see the world,â says Dad. âAnd to have a squiz at some top-class European soccer. Weâll probably never be able to afford to give you that chance ourselves, so we think you should grab it.â
âThanks,â I say again, feeling a bit wobbly with the shock of it all. âI promise Iâll look after Matt.â
âAnd heâll look after you,â says Mum. âWonât you, Matt?â
âYeah,â says Matt. âCourse.â
But heâs looking at me with a worried expression.
âI might need help,â he says to Mum and Dad.
âYouâll have some,â says Dad.
He gives a whistle and a huge grin appears in the doorway. Itâs Mick Jaggerâs grin on Uncle Cliffâs favourite Rolling Stones T-shirt, but inside it Uncle Cliff is grinning quite a lot as well.
âRock ânâ roll, dudes,â he says. âLast one to the airportâs a bass player.â
When I was little and we still lived on the farm, it used to take ages to drive into town to my ballet class. Mum wouldnât go more than seventy ks an hour. Fifty if I was doing leg-stretches in the back.
Flying to England takes even longer.
I keep wanting to say âare we there yetâ to Uncle Cliff, but heâs watching an old rock concert with his headphones on. Next to him Ken is busy doing important Premier League marketing stuff on his computer, also with his headphones on. And next to me, Matt is fast asleep.
âHello there,â says a voice.
I look up.
A lady has stopped by my seat. Sheâs probably not a flight attendant because sheâs wearing yellow shorts and sheâs got an inflatable cushion round her neck.
âPoor little poppet,â she says. âWhy are you looking so miserable?â
Iâm tempted to tell her how sad it was saying goodbye to Mum and Dad at the airport. How when they said âsee you in a weekâ, all I could do was nod and hug them. How if things go well and Matt gets a contract with one of the worldâs most famous soccer clubs, we might not see them for months.
But I donât say anything because the lady doesnât give me the chance.
âThere, there, itâs not so bad,â she says, patting my arm. âYouâre a very lucky girl, travelling in business class.â
I explain to her Iâm in business class because Iâm going to England on business.
âWow,â she says. âIt must be extremely important business if theyâre sending a big girl like you to do it.â
I tell her Iâm not that big really, only forty-seven kilos. Then I explain Iâm Mattâs manager and heâs going to be a Premier League soccer star. And because the lady seems interested in business, I tell her Matt will probably earn two hundred thousand pounds. I also explain that pounds are like dollars, but worth more.
The lady chuckles like she knows something I donât.
âYour brother will be a very