says Franco. âSounds fun, eh?â
After a moment or two, Matt nods.
âOf course,â says Ken, smiling, âweâre assuming you are a fan of our club.â
âNot really,â says Matt. âI generally barrack for, you know, the less chunky clubs.â
He can be really witty, Matt, when heâs paying attention.
The visitors all chuckle.
âIt is a very kind offer,â says Dad. âBut weâd like to talk about it as a family. Can we give you an answer in the morning?â
The visitors glance at each other and nod.
I can see they understand. Our family is a team. In a team, everyone has a say.
Franco and the others donât have to worry. Once Mum and Dad and Matt realise what an opportunity this is, I know weâll all say yes.
After the visitors leave, Mum and Dad go to their room for a chat. Sometimes, before a team talk, parents like to have a parent talk.
I go to Mattâs room for a manager talk.
Matt is lying on his bed, flipping his school lunchbox from foot to foot.
âTheyâre right,â he says gloomily.
I want to shake him and tell him to snap out of it. But I donât. When a familyâs had a tragedy, itâs normal for people to get a bit despairing, even after two soccer seasons.
âTheyâre not right,â I say to Matt. âOK, youâre slim, but this is soccer, not heavyweight wrestling.â
âI donât mean that,â says Matt. âIâm talking about what the surgeons told Mum. How if my legs get broken again, they canât put the pins back in and Iâll be crippled.â
Sometimes Matt looks so worried I just want to hug him. But you have to be careful of that with older brothers.
âMatt,â I say. âDonât be a dope. Your legs have got skill, the best protection in the world. Look at those cattle. Did they hurt your legs? No, they didnât.â
Matt frowns and rubs his bruise.
âThatâs your shoulder,â I say. âThatâs different.â
Matt doesnât look totally convinced.
âAnyway,â I say, âwhen people see you play, Iâve never heard one person go, ooh look how fragile his legs are. And when people see how you can score goals, they almost poop themselves.â
Matt is still frowning, but a bit less.
âYour legs will be totally fine,â I say. âTrust me.â
Sometimes managers have to say things, even if theyâre only ninety-nine percent sure. Itâs their job.
Matt grins.
âIt would be Judas H incredible,â he says. âHaving a kick-around at a Premier League club.â
He flicks his school lunchbox in my direction.
I catch it on my knee. Mattâs been teaching me a bit of ball and lunchbox control. Sometimes I think if I could run Iâd be pretty good.
âItâll be more than a kick-around,â I say. âOnce weâre there I reckon we can get you a try-out with the youth team. Dadâs really ace at persuading people. Remember how he persuaded that woman not to put her tropical fish too close to her microwave?â
I flick the lunchbox back to Matt. Sort of. It clatters into his wardrobe.
Mum and Dad come in.
I see their faces and my chest goes tight.
âWeâre really sorry,â says Dad. âWeâd love to go to England, but we just canât do it.â
Iâm struggling to breathe. Sometimes extreme disappointment can feel just like asthma.
âThey want us to go in a week,â says Mum. âBut I havenât got holidays for months. If I take extra time off work, I could lose my job.â
âAnd even if Wal gives me time off,â says Dad, âI canât leave Gran and Granpa.â
Oh no. I forgot about Gran and Granpa. Theyâre so old they need help with everything on the farm. Sheep, chooks, fences, pills, everything. And Mum canât drive their old tractor, the fumes give her vertigo.
Frantically I