a half miles across the Marsh to Winchelsea. As he climbed the steep hill to the town gate a car was travelling erratically down. At one point it was heading straight for him. He found it fairly easy to get out of the wayâthen watched it crash into the fence, ten yards below, and hang there, suspended over the drop.
He went back to look more closely. It had one occupant, the driver, a desiccated ancient he barely recognized as Mr. Behrens, a middle-aged friend of his grandparents. There were no signs of injury, but he was dead.
Since there was nothing he could do, Neil resumed his climb. Winchelsea always had an empty look compared with most places, but the emptiness this afternoon was almost tangible. The day was warm and grey, and one or two large spots of rain splashed as he went along the High Street. The few shops were closed. There was no sound except a lazy twitter of birds. As he passed an open window he caught from within the sickly sweet smell of corruption. A week ago he would not have known it; now he recognized it instantly.
He let himself into the house and called toannounce his arrival. His grandfather came into the hall from the sitting room. He had had the fever a week before, and was plainly dying. Neil had thought of asking if there were anything he should do about Mr. Behrens, but could not. The body would be found soon enough, and put in the truck that went daily to Rye with the small townâs quota of corpses.
Grandpa went through to the kitchen, and Neil followed.
âYour grandmotherâs not too well.â He gestured helplessly at a pile of new potatoes, partly scrubbed. âI was going to make supper for you, but . . .â
âThatâs all right,â Neil said. âDonât worry. I donât feel hungry.â
âYou must eat.â His voice was feebly emphatic. âKeep your strength up.â
âIâll do something. Can I get something for you, Grandpa? Or Grandma?â
âNo, but. . . . Look after her, will you? It wonât be long. I didnât call Dr Ruston: no point. We know what it is this time.â
He put a hand unsteadily to the corner of the kitchen table, and sat on one of the stools. Looking up at Neil, he said:
âNo complaint, really, for either of us. Weâve had a long time, and it will be close together. Your grandmother would be lost on her own. But I worry about you.â
There seemed no point in denials. Neil said:
âDonât worry. Iâm all right.â
âYouâre more alone than most . . . after whatâs happened. But at least things are in order. Penstable in Rye has the detailsâwills and all that.â
Penstable was his grandfatherâs solicitor. Neil did not speak. His grandfather said:
âI suppose Penstable will go, too, if he hasnât already. But one of the juniors will sort it out. Itâs fairly simpleâeverything goes to you.â
He paused. âYouâll be quite well off. Itâs controlled till youâre twenty, but Iâve left instructions to them not to be unreasonable.â He paused again, breathing heavily. âThe main thing is that youâll have enough for a good educationâuniversityâs an expensive business nowadays. I hope youâll go into a decent profession. Youâll want something more than money.â
Neil had been listening with numb acquiescence, but said now:
âStop it!â
He was angry with something or someone, but did not know what or whom. His grandfather said:
âIâm sorry, Neil. Itâs hard for you.â
He took the old man gently by the arm; anger had given way to numbness again. He said:
âCome through to the sitting room, and Iâll make us a pot of tea. Tinned milk, Iâm afraid.â
His grandfather let himself be led and settled into his armchair. The television set came on, signalling the end of another power cut; but the screen
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