Park had thought at
the time, don’t wear fishing lures
in your hair. Her jewelry box must
look like a junk drawer. Not that
everything she wore was stupid …
She had a pair of Vans he
liked, with strawberries on them.
And she had a green sharkskin
blazer that Park would wear
himself if he thought he could get
away with it.
Did she think she was getting
away with it?
Park braced himself every
morning before she got on the
bus, but you couldn’t brace
yourself enough for the sight of
her.
‘Do you know her?’ Cal
asked.
‘No,’ Park said quickly. ‘She’s
on my bus. She’s weird.’
‘Jungle fever is a thing,’ Cal
said.
‘For black people. If you like
black people. And it’s not a
compliment, I don’t think.’
‘Your people come from the
jungle,’ Cal said, pointing at Park.
‘ Apocalypse Now , anyone?’
‘You should ask Kim out,’
Park said. ‘That’s a really good
idea.’
Eleanor
Eleanor wasn’t going to fight over
an e.e. cummings book like it was
the last Cabbage Patch Kid. She
found an empty table in the
African
American
literature
section.
That was another fucked-up
thing about this school – effed-up,
she corrected herself.
Most of the kids here were
black, but most of the kids in her
honors classes were white. They
got bussed in from west Omaha.
And the white kids from the Flats,
dishonor students, got bussed in
from the other direction.
Eleanor wished she had more
honors classes. She wished there
was honors gym …
Like they’d ever let her into
honors gym. Eleanor would get
put in remedial gym first. With all
the other fat girls who couldn’t do
sit-ups.
Anyway. Honor students –
black, white or Asia Minor –
tended to be nicer. Maybe they
were just as mean on the inside,
but they were scared of getting in
trouble. Or maybe they were just
as mean on the inside, but they’d
been trained to be polite – to give
up their seats for old people and
girls.
Eleanor had honors English,
history and geography, but she
spent the rest of her day in
Crazytown. Seriously, Blackboard
Jungle . She should probably try
harder in her smart classes so that
she wouldn’t get kicked out of
them.
She started copying a poem
called ‘Caged Bird’ into her
notebook … Sweet. It rhymed.
CHAPTER 8
Park
She was reading his comics.
At first Park thought he was
imagining it. He kept getting this
feeling that she was looking at
him, but whenever he looked over
at her, her face was down.
He finally realized that she was
staring at his lap. Not in a gross
way. She was looking at his
comics – he could see her eyes
moving.
Park didn’t know that anyone
with red hair could have brown
eyes. (He didn’t know that anyone
could have hair that red. Or skin
that white.) The new girl’s eyes
were darker than his mom’s, really
dark, almost like holes in her face.
That made it sound bad, but it
wasn’t. It might even be the best
thing about her. It kind of
reminded Park of the way artists
draw Jean Grey sometimes when
she’s using her telepathy, with her
eyes all blacked out and alien.
Today the girl was wearing a
giant men’s shirt with seashells all
over it. The collar must have been
really big, like disco-big, because
she’d cut it, and it was fraying.
She had a man’s necktie wrapped
around her ponytail like a big
polyester ribbon. She looked
ridiculous.
And she was looking at his
comics.
Park felt like he should say
something to her. He always felt
like he should say something to
her, even if it was just ‘hello’ or
‘excuse me.’ But he’d gone too
long without saying anything since
the first time he’d cursed at her,
and now it was all just irrevocably
weird. For an hour a day. Thirty
minutes on the way to school,
thirty minutes back.
Park didn’t say anything. He
just held his comics open wider
and turned the pages more slowly.
Eleanor
Her mom looked tired