with a white
flower in her hair.
At first, her mom would call
Eleanor at the Hickmans’ almost
every day after school. After a few
months, the calls stopped. It
turned out that Richie hadn’t paid
the phone bill, and it got
disconnected. But Eleanor didn’t
know that for a while.
‘We should call the state,’ Mr
Hickman kept telling his wife.
They thought Eleanor couldn’t
hear them, but their bedroom was
right over the living room. ‘This
can’t go on, Tammy.’
‘Andy, it’s not her fault.’
‘I’m not saying it’s her fault,
I’m just saying we didn’t sign on
for this.’
‘She’s no trouble.’
‘She’s not ours.’
Eleanor tried to be even less
trouble. She practiced being in a
room without leaving any clues
that she’d been there. She never
turned on the TV or asked to use
the phone. She never asked for
seconds at dinner. She never
asked Tammy and Mr Hickman
for anything – and they’d never
had a teenager, so it didn’t occur
to them that there might be
anything she might need. She was
glad that they didn’t know her
birthday.
‘We thought you were gone,’
Ben said, pushing a car into the
dirt. He looked like somebody
who didn’t want to cry.
‘Oh ye of little faith,’ Eleanor
said, kicking her swing into
action.
She looked around again for
Maisie and found her sitting over
where the older boys were playing
basketball. Eleanor recognized
most of the boys from the bus.
That stupid Asian kid was there,
jumping higher than she would
have guessed he could. He was
wearing long black shorts and a T-
shirt that said ‘Madness.’
‘I’m out of here,’ Eleanor told
Ben, stepping off the swing and
pushing down the top of his head.
‘But not gone or anything. Don’t
get your panties in a bunch.’
She walked back into the
house and rushed through the
kitchen before her mom could say
anything. Richie was in the living
room. Eleanor walked between
him and the TV, eyes straight
ahead. She wished she had a
jacket.
CHAPTER 9
Park
He was going to tell her that she
did a good job on her poem.
That
would
be
a
giant
understatement anyway. She was
the only person in class who’d
read her poem like it wasn’t an
assignment. She recited it like it
was a living thing. Like something
she was letting out. You couldn’t
look away from her as long as she
was talking. (Even more than
Park’s usual not being able to look
away from her.) When she was
done, a lot of people clapped and
Mr Stessman hugged her. Which
was totally against the Code of
Conduct.
‘Hey. Nice job. In English.’
That’s what Park was going to
say.
Or maybe, ‘I’m in your
English class. That poem you read
was cool.’
Or, ‘You’re in Mr Stessman’s
class, right? Yeah, I thought so.’
Park picked up his comics
after taekwando Wednesday night,
but he waited until Thursday
morning to read them.
Eleanor
That stupid Asian kid totally knew
that she was reading his comics.
He even looked up at Eleanor
sometimes before he turned the
page, like he was that polite .
He definitely wasn’t one of
them, the bus demons. He didn’t
talk to anyone on the bus.
(Especially not her.) But he was in
with them somehow because,
when Eleanor was sitting next to
him, they all left her alone. Even
Tina. It made Eleanor wish she
could sit next to him all day long.
This morning, when she got
on the bus, it kind of felt like he
was waiting for her. He was
holding a comic called Watchmen ,
and it looked so ugly that Eleanor
decided
not
to
bother
eavesdropping. Or eavesreading.
Whatever.
(She liked it best when he read
X-Men , even though she didn’t get
everything that was going on
th e r e ; X-Men was worse than
General Hospital . It took Eleanor
a couple weeks to figure out that
Scott Summers and Cyclops were
the same guy, and she still wasn’t
sure what was up with Phoenix.)
But
Eleanor
didn’t
have
anything