took one of his hands in hers, and patted it. âYou better go. Take care of her.â
âYeah.â He stepped away, stopped. âYouâre absolutely gorgeous,â he said. âYouâre one of those women whoâll be gorgeous when sheâs ninety.â
âNice to think so, when you feel the age coming,â she said. She crossed her arms, hugged herself. âWhen your friends are dying, and you feel the age coming on.â
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HE LEFT, RELUCTANTLY, turning his head to watch her walk to her car. The Lincoln. Conservative, upper crust. Well-tended.
Jesus. The last time heâd seen her . . .
His body ran the Porsche through the gears, out to the interstate ramp, down onto I-94 toward the lights of Minneapolis, his eyes intent on the road and the traffic, his mind stuck with Catrin.
The last time heâd seen her sheâd been both angry and buck naked, just out of a hot shower, rubbing her hair with a ratty brown bath towel that heâd stolen from his motherâs linen closet. The trouble had started two weeks earlier, at a pickup hockey game on an outdoor rink. Lucas had caught a deliberate elbow in the face, and with blood pouring out of his nose, had gone after the other guyâand hadnât stopped quite soon enough. The other guyâs friends had taken him to a local hospital for some emergency dental work.
Then heâd caught a stick in a regular game, against Duluth. Nothing serious, just a cut and a few stitches. After the match, at an off-campus party, a hassle erupted between a couple of the players and a defensive end from the football team. The hassle had cooled quickly enoughâno fightâbut Lucas had been ready to jump in, Catrin clutching at him, pulling him off.
She started getting on him: He liked to fight, he enjoyed fighting, he had to look at himself, at what he was doing. Did he think fighting was right? Whyâd he hang around with all those silly fuckinâ jocks whoâd be working down at the car wash as soon as their eligibility ran out? He was smarter than they were, why couldnât he . . .
Theyâd gone around a few times, and she started again as she got out of the shower. Heâd finally had enough and shouted at her: Shut the fuck up. Sheâd flinched awayâsheâd thought he might hit her. That was a shock: He never would have hit her. He said so. Then she got on him again.
He walked out of the apartment. Stayed out. Went down and got some ice time. When he came back, a sheet of notebook paper lay on his kitchen counter. Sheâd scribbled on it, âFuck you.â
When heâd tried to call, her roommate said she didnât want to hear from him. He didnât push it: He was practicing all the time, playing, trying to keep his head above water in school. Never went after her. But always remembered her. Theyâd dated from October through February of his sophomore year. Heâd slept with a half-dozen women in his life, but sheâd been the first one who seemed to match his interest in sex. They studied it together.
Still remembered . . .
He smiled at the thoughtâand noticed that the concrete walls of the interstate were a little too blurred. He looked down at the speedometer: one-oh-four. He backed off a bit.
Catrin . . .
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SILLY HANSON LIVED in a white-stuccoed house with an orange-tiled roof, across the street from Lake of the Isles, a rich neighborhood of professionally tended landscapes and architect-designed houses from the first half of the twentieth century. A half-dozen police vehicles were piled up at the curb outside Hansonâs house. An early-morning blader, who looked too old and bald and fat and way too rich for his skater gear, went by on the lakeside skateway, his face turned toward the cluster of cops. The word about the murder would be getting out very soon now. Lucas found a spot by a fire hydrant, parked, nodded at a cop standing by the