cluttering things up with particulars she didnât need to know. She wouldnât care at all for the things heâd had to do to survive as he had crawled away from the well, unable to bury his mother, unable to find his siblings, unable to feed himself save with what heâd been able to catch and kill with his teethâ
âYet here you are,â Anna continued briskly. âAccompanied by some waif of a girl who looks as if sheâs never in her life had a moment of instruction in deportment.â
âSheâs been sheltered,â he conceded. âBut what of you? Surely you havenât been swathed in mourning garb for the past twenty years.â
She drew herself up. âThe shock was not insignificant, of course. In spite of that, I did press on.â
He imagined she had. He thought it might not be inappropriate to suppress a shudder at the thought of a life with the woman in front of him. She was lovely and titled and all the things heâd once thought he needed to be happy. Now, he suspected his life would have been an endless procession of evenings spent socializing in clothes that itched and shoes that were too tight.
âIâm surprised you havenât pressed on to the altar,â he said before he thought better of it.
âIâm still sorting through all the offers,â she said shortly. âAnd there are at least a dozen.â
And that, Rùnach supposed, was the absolute truth.
âYour face is scarred,â she said, scrutinizing him with a frown.
âIt was much worse, believe me.â
âYou also seem to have become a bit rough around the edges.â
âBlame your cousin,â Rùnach said, deciding abruptly to throw Soilléir to the wolves in order to spare himself. âIâve been his guest.â
Her eyes narrowed. âSo I heard earlier this morning. I wonder why he couldnât bring himself to inform me of that fact?â
âPerhaps he thought that telling anyone I was alive would put my life in jeopardy.â
âHow utterly ridiculous,â she said with a snort. âWho would want you dead? Well, save me, of course, when I found out youâd been in hiding all these years. Who else would possibly care?â
He smiled. âNo one, of course. But you know your cousin. He tends to be overly cautious from time to timeââ
âHeâs a fool,â she interrupted, âwith an overinflated sense of his own importance in the world. Now, get rid of that mousey wench and weâll proceed with our original plans.â
âAnnaââ
âRùnach,â she said, steely-eyed, âdonât be difficult.â
âIâm not being difficult,â he said. âIâm on a quest.â
She blinked, then laughed, a tinkling thing that he might have found attractive a score of years earlier. He didnât find it attractive at present.
âYou are a silly boy,â she said, reaching out to pat his cheek indulgently.
Well, he was certainly no longer a boy and he was sure heâd never been silly. He sat back against the table and held on to its edge, tapping his fingers against the underside of it, beginning with his pointer finger and working outward and back inward. It occurred to him, as he used it as a way to control his temper, that he hadnât had to resort to that in twenty yearsâor been able to use his hands to do so, as it happened.
His life had changed, indeed.
âIâll arrange for supper,â she continued. âGrandfather is still out hunting grouse, or so I understand, not that he would make an effort merely for you anyway. Iâll see to it all, as usual. Weâll have dancing.â
âI thinkââ
âYes, you have managed the like in the past and I imagine youâll do so again occasionally in the future, but your input is not required now. Be prompt. That is the limit of your responsibilities
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