person, yes.â Atticus sighed. âWhat are we going to do with him? We canât keep him locked in the basement.â
âHeâs not going anywhere soon. We give him a phone to keep him happy, stuff him with food, and let him sleep. Itâs only for a few days, and then when weâre done here, we can deal with him properly.â
âIf we let him call the Dog Warriors, they might come here.â
âHe doesnât know where he is. We picked him up a hundred miles from here, and he was in a car with Pennsylvaniaplatesâwho knows where those butchers actually killed him?â
âHeâll ask.â
âYou are just so fucking truthful sometimes it hurts.â Ru laughed softly. âWe lie to him.â
âWhat if he knows this area? Heâll recognize it.â
âWe improvise. Itâs what weâre good at.â
âI donât want you hurt,â Atticus said.
Ru reached out and brushed his hand down Atticusâs side and paused, letting it rest on Atticusâs hip. And they stood a moment in quiet preludeâthe wordless question waiting for a silent answer. One would think, after all this time, heâd be less hesitant, more comfortable with their relationship, with himself. There was still that point, though, where love and desire didnât completely mesh. So delicate was the act of engaging both, that a single word could derail him. So they learned this silent dance, temporarily reversing their normal rolesâRu taking lead and he nearly passiveâuntil they could bump over some deep-seated block.
Atticus nodded, and Ru stepped close, hands warm on his back, mouth softly coaxing him into the full unity of love and want.
CHAPTER TWO
Hyannis, Cape Cod, Massachusetts
Monday, September 20, 2004
Kyleâs anxious whisper woke Atticus. He stood at the foot of the bed, jiggling the mattress. âAtticus. Atticus.â
âWhat?â Atticus untangled himself from Ru, who was awake but not stirring. Wise man.
âThe power is out.â Kyle wore pink bunny slippers and black silk pajamas that he plucked at nervously.
Atticus fumbled for his wristwatch. Heâd been asleep only four hours. Outside, the howl of the wind drowned out the roar of the surf. âFuck.â
âI canât run the security systems without power. My laptop has only six hours of power, max. The outside line is dead too.â
âFuck,â Atticus repeated, scrubbing at his face. âRemind me to kill Sumpter next time I see him.â
âWhat do I do?â
The heat must be off tooâthe air was chilly. The temperature had dropped outside, sucking the heat of the house through the great expanse of glass.
âTake the Explorer and find a rental place,â Atticus told Kyle. âPick up a generator. Get fuel for it. Thereâs a fireplace downstairs, right? See if you can pick up some firewood.â
That was all that was needed. Kyle nodded, calmed byhaving a direction pointed out to him. âOkay. It will take me about an hour or two.â
Atticus crawled out of bed.
âWhat are you doing?â Ru grunted, not even opening his eyes.
âScouting around the house, getting used to the lay of the land.â
âIâll come with you.â Ru stirred feebly.
âGet more sleep. One of us should be sharp enough to deal. Besides, I want you to stay with my little brother.â It felt weird saying that. Little brother.
âHmmm? Hmm! Oh, yeah. The Dog Warrior. Okay.â
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Atticus took a cold shower, leaving the hot water for Ru. Dressing, he pondered his taste in clothes. He would have thought such outward choices were dictated by upbringing, not something genetic. Somehow it seemed impossible that Ukiah could be so feral and yet wear the exact same boots. Atticus laid out warm clothes for his brother, and then tried to banish him out of his mind; he had bigger things to think about.
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