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whisper to Cort, the man I betrayed years ago. I didn’t realize the pain associated with the act until I saw Monica and Dalton.
“For what?” He asks me in confusion as a smile plays along his lips.
Ten years ago, as I was training Ezra as a dominant, I experienced my first and only sex with a man. I hadn’t known the complications between Ezra and Cort. Cort blackened my eye and a year later came to train with me as well. It’s been a tough road for us. We’ ve finally reached a place of friendship.
    “I now know what it feels like to see the l ove of your life betray you. I’m sorry for any pain I caused, ” I say with the greatest sincerity I can muster.
    “All is forgiven, you know that. I don’t blame you. I blamed myself for a long time. I’ve let it go.” He grasps my shoulder in a manly touch of affection.
“How do you stand it?” I nod towards our Master.
“ Stand what?”
“Him touching her, ” I whisper.
    “I will admit that I can be a jealous bastard. I can share her freely with them because I love watching the pleasure on her face and knowing I allowed it. You saw how she looked at us when she came in, like the sun rises and sets with us. I kno w she loves her Master, but I’ ll never doubt her love for me.  Now if someone else were to toss her on the table and take her- I’ d kill them . My jealousy is deeper with Ezra, but I’m working on it. I can’t share him freely and I doubt I’ll ever be able to .”
“I don’t know what to do. I can’t erase the vision in my mind. Worse is that it was Dalton.” I cringe in remembrance.
    “That asshole? I’ll help you kick his dinky, drab ass .” He stares at the man in question and glares.
“Piece of advice- rewrite the memory. I asked that when you and Katya finally have your reward that Ezra joins you. This time I would freely give him to you and it would be my decision.”
“No way could I stand to watch him fuck her again. I couldn’t put her through it either.” My stomach rolls at the thought and I want to vomit.
“Yeah, I get that. I see you as a friend so it’s different. I suggest someone close in trust to you. Watch them together and overwrite the memory.”
    “Thank you, I truly appreciate it.” I raise my eyebrows at him. “Do you really want me to fuck you r husband?” I ask in awe.
“I think I do. If you decide to play with others ask our Master for permission. I’m sure he would be very pleased.” His face lights up with amusement as he looks to the man at the head of the table who is teasing several of the members.
    “You don’t have to answer, but are you screwing him too?” We all want to know- Masters gossip worse than little old ladies.
“It’s complicated. He wants me to make love to Ezra and I refuse. I want to, but I have to hold s ome control when it comes to Marcus . It feels like a wi n every time I disobey him. He’ s creative with his punishments though. I’ve done things I never thought possible.”
    “What does he make you do?” I ask intrigued.
“ Uh-huh, not going there . Most of the things are beyond humiliating. The worst is that Kitten enjoys my pu nishments with great vigor. She’ s turning into quite the tiny sadist. Let’s just say that force is their favorite hobby and when I say no they make it a yes.” His entire body shudders.
    I want to question that further when the doors to the meeting room open. In walks Devlin Conrick and I want to cower in my chair, so I sit up straighter. The Master of the National BDSM Lifestyle A uthority remind s me of a stalking panther. He’ s black as midnight, bald a as a cue ball, tall, and built. He looks amazing in his black suit and purp le shirt. What captivates everyone in his path is his pale blue eyes. He looks as if he is staring out of water. His eyes and his commanding presence are a thing to behold. I develop a massive case of envy. This man I would allow to take my first born if it pleased him.
    “What do you have