she could talk to Drew. She had not been able to talk to anyone about Victoria. Not to Eden. Not even to Em, who had said so anxiously: âYou wonât mind, dear? Itâs all over, you know â a long time ago. But she shanât come if you mind.â She had not been able to confess to Em that she minded. But, strangely, she could admit it to Drew.
âItâs Victoria,â said Alice. âVictoria Caryll. Eden and she â theyâve known each other for a long time. Theyâre some sort of cousins. Emâs her aunt and his grandmother, and he used to spend most of his holidays at her motherâs house when he was home at school â and at Oxford. They â they were engaged to be married. I donât know what went wrong. I asked Eden once, but he â wouldnât talk about it. And â and her mother died a few months ago, so now sheâs coming out hereâ¦â
Alice made a small, helpless gesture with one hand, and Drew reached out and possessed himself of it. He tucked it companionably through his arm, but made no other comment, and once again Alice was conscious of a deep feeling of gratitude and a relief from strain. She could think of no one else who would not have probed and exclaimed, sympathized or uttered bracing platitudes in face of that disclosure. But Drewâs silent acceptance of it, and that casual, comforting gesture, had reduced it to its proper proportions. There was really nothing to worry about. It was, in fact, a direct dispensation of Providence that Emâs niece should be free to come out to Kenya, for it was going to make it so much easier to break the news to Em that they must leave her. It would have been impossible to leave her alone and old and lonely. But now she would have Victoria. And with luck, and in time, she might even grow to be almost as fond of Victoria as she was of Eden, and if that should happen perhaps she would leave her not only half of the estate, as Hector Brandon had suggested, but Flamingo, and the property at Rumuruti, whole and entire, so that she, Alice, would be free of it for ever, and need never come back to Kenya â¦
A huge horned owl, grey in the green twilight, rose up from the stump of a fallen tree and swooped silently across their path, and Alice caught her breath in an audible gasp and stopped suddenly, her fingers clutching frantically at Drew Strattonâs sleeve.
âItâs all right. Itâs only an owl,â said Drew pacifically.
âIt was a death owl!â said Alice, shuddering. âThe servants say that if you see one of those it means that someone is going to die. Theyâre terrified of them!â
âThatâs no reason why you should be,â said Drew reprovingly. âYou arenât a witchcraft-ridden Kikuyu.â
He frowned down at her, perturbed and a little impatient, and putting a hand over the cold fingers that clutched at his arm, held them in a hard and comforting grasp and said abruptly: âMrs DeBrett, I know itâs none of my business, but donât you think itâs time you gave yourself a holiday in England? You canât have had a very easy time during the last five years, but you mustnât let this country get you down. Why donât you get Eden to take you home for a few months? It will do you both good, and this niece of Emâs will be company for her while you are away.â
âYes,â said Alice a little breathlessly. âI â we had thoughtâ¦â Her colour was coming back and she breathed more easily. She stilled the nervous shivering of her body with a visible effort and said: âIâm sorry, Drew. Iâm behaving very stupidly. Youâre quite right; I should go home. Iâm turning into a jumpy, hysterical wreck. Do you know what Gilly said to me this evening? He said, âYou canât be more than thirty-five.â And Iâm twenty-seven. Edenâs only twenty-nine.