plate in his head. The
fine lines of the sight crossed her chest. His cheek rested against the
stock of the Remington 700 rifle. Half a breath settled in his lungs.
His heart rate slowed in conditioned response. His fingertip remained
still against the trigger.
There was no killing a ghost. He knew that better than anyone. He could
only pray for it to leave and not come back to his mountain.
If only there were a God to hear him . . .
"Come on, come on, you big gear-jamming son of a bitch! Oh! Oh! OH!"
Marilee focused an exasperated, exhausted glare at the wall beyond her
rented bed. There was a starving-artist quality painting of a moose in a
mountainscape hanging above the imitation mahogany Mediterranean-style
head board. The painting bucked against the cheap, paper-thin wallboard
in time with the heavy thumping going on in the adjacent room. The clock
on the nightstand glowed 1:43 in pee-yellow digits. She had gotten the
last room in the place.
"Ride me, Luanne! Eee-hah! Ride me! Ride me! Christ all-fucking
mighty!"
The verbal commentary disintegrated into animal grunts and groans and
panting that rose in pitch and volume to a vulgar crescendo. Blessed
silence followed.
Marilee cast a glance heavenward. "Please let them be dead."
Heaving a sigh, she bent her head and pinched the bridge of her nose
between a thumb and forefinger. She stood slumped back against the
imitation mahogany dresser, half sitting, half leaning, still dressed in
her wilted jeans and wrinkled T-shirt and vest. She couldn't bring
herself to take her shoes off and walk barefoot on the grungy carpet,
let alone undress and crawl between the sheets.
She had turned off the single sixty-watt lamp on the nightstand, but the
room was still bright enough for her to see every depressing detail. The
relentless white glare of the mercury vapor light in the parking lot
burned through the thin drapes that refused to meet in the middle of the
window. Adding to the ambience was a dull red glow from the old neon
sign that beckoned the roadweary to the Paradise Motel.
There was nothing vaguely resembling paradise here. A ghost of a cynical
smile twisted Marilee's lips at the thought that Luanne and Bob-Ray and
his amazing gearshift of steel would probably say otherwise. It was all
a matter of perspective, and Marilee's perspective was bleak. She looked
around the room with its tacky appointments and ratty shag carpet, a
fist tightening in her chest. She hadn't envisioned her first night in
Montana being spent in a fuck-stop for truckers.
There would have been humor in the situation if Lucy had been here to
share the entertainment and the sixpack of Miller Lite Marilee had
hauled with her all the way from Sacramento. But Lucy wasn't here.
Marilee lifted a can to her lips and sipped, beyond caring that it was
flat and warm. She had found half a pack of cigarettes in her glove
compartment and had lit them all in a relentless chain that left her
throat raw and her mouth tasting like shit. Her eyes burned from the
smoke and from the tears she had been holding at bay all night.
Her head throbbed from the pressure and from the effects of beer on an
empty stomach.
She had been too shocked to cry in front of J. D. Rafferty, which was
just as well. She doubted he would have offered her anything in the way
of sympathy. He didn't even have the decency to pretend he was sorry for
Lucy's death.
"Jeez," she muttered, shaking her head as she pushed away from the
dresser to pace slowly along the foot of the bed. "Now I want a man to
lie to me. There's a first.
Bradford, where are you when I need you?"
Back in Sacramento with the woman he had dumped her for, the jerk.
After two years of "serious commitment," as he had labeled it, Bradford
Enright had dropped her like a hot rock. He had already moved in with
Ms. junior Partner