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to do well in the Jane Austen part of the course, because my mum’s a big fan. That’s how I got my name, actually.
    ‘Jane?’ they said when I was starting out.
    ‘With a Y.’
    ‘Jayne?’
    ‘Yes.’
    The guy frowned. ‘No, that’s no good for a page three. Plain Jane. No, we need something more exotic. What about Destiny?’
    ‘No.’
    ‘Faith?’
    ‘No. What about Maya?’ I suggested.
    Maya, the Indian religious deity who represents the notion that the distinction between the self and the universe is a false one. From last year’s philosophy of religion module, part II. If I was going to be named after a philosophical concept, I’d rather it was a half-decent one.
    ‘Maya!’ He winked. ‘Sexy!’ What a cock.
    Of course Mum wasn’t happy when she found out. She sat sulking in the living room. Peach-pink couch, carpet, curtains that gave everything an odd glow. There was a clashing fake brass fireplace in the middle of the room, on which fake flames swirled. Her ornaments were in a display cabinet on the back wall: a creamy porcelain mass.
    ‘Calm down, Mum,’ I said.
    ‘Calm down?’ A pink-fringed slipper hit the floor. ‘Calm down? Do you think this is what I hoped for when I had you? That I looked down at my baby girl and thought, one day she’ll get her breasts out for the Sun?’
    ‘The Daily Star,’ I corrected.
    ‘The Daily Star then. Am I supposed to be proud of that? Bloo-dy hell.’
    I looked past her frizzy head to the bookcase. All the Austen books sat there in alphabetical order. The spines were cracked and ratty. On the shelf below were the DVDs and videos, and on the wall behind was a poster of the cast of Pride and Prejudice that came free with one of the DVDs. She’d once got an Elizabeth Gaskell book out the library, in a plastic cover with crumbs trapped underneath, but she hadn’t liked it. ‘She’s just not our Jane, Jayne!’ she’d cried.
    ‘I’m disgusted by you,’ she said.
    ‘Och, Mum,’ I breathed.
    With my first pay cheque, I bought her the complete BBC Jane Austen adaptation box set.
    It’s an easy job, by and large. Pouting and posing until my back aches and my skin starts to perspire under the lights and the powdery make-up. It’s all smoke and mirrors.
    ‘What do you do?’ someone asked me at the uni.
    ‘English Literature,’ I replied.
    ‘No.’ He laughed. ‘I mean your day job.’
    ‘Ah,’ I said. Get my tits out. ‘A nurse,’ I told him. I frequently am. That or in corsets. I hate the corsets. There are cold metal rods inside that press against my skin and make me ache for hours afterwards. What is it with men and bloody corsets?
    I’m quite polite, as far as this industry goes. I only do the tabloids and the soft magazines. I wouldn’t do any of the other magazines or any of those late night channels on freeview, the ones where girls wriggle around in cheap plastic costumes and make out like they can’t wait to receive illiterate texts from wankers, when any fool can see they’d rather be at home in front of Eastenders with a digestive biscuit. It’s still not the kind of thing to discuss at a dinner party though. I once went out with a boy who lived in one of the big houses in town, and his parents invited me round for dinner. Mum was beside herself. ‘Take them a bottle of wine,’ she told me. ‘And don’t get a cheap one. You don’t want them thinking you’ve got no class.’
    We all sat politely around the dinner table, arms straight. His mum brought out the best glasses, which sparkled against the candles. I was wearing a nice blue dress with a ribbed waist from Karen Millen.
    ‘And what do you do for a living, Jayne?’ they asked.
    ‘I work in a photography studio.’
    ‘Oh, very good. Is it some sort of admin job?’
    ‘Not really.’
    ‘More hands on, then?’
    ‘Kind of.’
    But then his dad saw me dressed up as a cowgirl in the Sun, and so that was the end of that.
    I do get bored though. I suppose anyone does,