after her for long moments before he finally moved off the porch and walked back to his truck.
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Later that evening, as Vanessa attempted to pack what things she needed for the trip to Vegas, the phone rang.
Praying it wasnât another call from Hopeâs lawyer, she picked up the phone located on the nightstand by her bed and was surprised to hear Mauraâs voice on the other end of the line.
Even though the two women had been longtime friends, Maura had a husband and two young children to care for, along with her part-time job at Bridgetâs medical clinic in Ruidoso. She was too busy to make a habit of calling.
Without preamble, Conallâs sister exclaimed, âBridget just told me about your friendâand the babies! Dear God, I canât imagine what you must be feeling right now!â
Swiping a weary hand through her hair, Vanessa said, âI feel like every ounce of energy has been drained from my body, Maura.â
âBridget told me about you fainting. Thank God Conall was there with you. How are you feeling now?â
âPhysically, better. Iâm packing for the trip right now. But my mind is racing around in all directions. How can a person feel grief and happy excitement at the same time? I feel like Iâm being pulled in all directions.â She eased down on the edge of the bed. âBut mostly, Maura, Iâm scared.â
âScared? You?â Maura scoffed. âYouâre one of thestrongest and bravest women Iâve ever known. What do you have to be scared about, anyway?â
Brave? Strong? Maybe at one time, years ago when sheâd first headed out to Las Vegas on her own, sheâd been brave and determined to make a better life for herself. But her mistakes with Jeff had wiped away much of her confidence.
âTwo little infants, thatâs what! Youâve got to remember Iâve never had a baby. I donât know the first thing about taking care of one.â
Mauraâs soft laugh was meant to reassure her friend. âTrust me, dear friend, giving birth doesnât give you an inside corner on taking care of babies. Itâs a learn-as-you-go thing. Believe me, youâll be fine. And isnât it wonderful, Vanna? You with children! Youâve wanted some of your own for so long now.â
As tears stung, Vanessa squeezed her eyes shut. âThatâs true. But I didnât want them this wayâwith my friend dying. She wasâ¦well, Iâve talked about her to you before. She was such a generous person and so fun and full of life. She was planning toâ¦come back here for a visit later this summer to show me the babies and see where I grew up. Nowââ her throat tightened to an aching knot, forcing her to pause ââIâll be bringing the babies back without her.â
Vanessa could hear Maura sniffing back a tear of her own. âYes, itâs so tragic, Vanna. I would have loved to meet her. But it wasnât meant to be and you canât dwell on her death now. You have to concentrate on the babies and remember how much your friend wanted them to be loved and cared for.â
âYouâre right, Maura,â Vanessa said as she tried to gather her ragged emotions. âI have to move forward now.â
Maura cleared her throat. âWell, Bridget says that our brother is traveling with you to Vegas. Frankly, Iâm shocked about this, Vanna. The rare times he leaves the ranch are only for business reasons.â
Surely Maura could see that Conall considered Vanessa a business reason and nothing more. âI tried to tell him it wasnât necessary.â
âOh. I thought you might have asked him to go.â
Vanessa drew in a sharp breath. âAre you serious? I would never ask Conall to do anything personal for me! He just made all these decisions on his own. And I have no idea why.â
âHmm. Well, his last secretary was a real bitch,â Maura said