that he really was pretty handsome.
Vera gave a sigh of pure resentment and gave up her claim to annexing his seat. As our new neighbor settled in I looked out of the window. Well, I could hardly start a conversation with him across Veraâs generous bustâ¦I just wished sheâd stop her stream of niggling complaints, which were no longer just irritating but now embarrassing. And she kept up the sniping through preflight announcements and all the way to altitude, with only a brief break, eyes screwed shut, for the actual takeoff.
It was the second most acute feeling of relief Iâd experienced all day, when the flight attendant approached, turned her lipstick grin on Vera and said, âCompliments of the captain, madam. Would you care to be upgraded to business class?â
I donât know whether everyone around us shared my relief, or just resented her luck. But the squeaky wheel gets the oil, I guess. Vera patted my hand and went off forward in the stewardessâs wake, promising sheâd swap over and let me take a turn in the comfortable seat after sheâd had a drink and a nap.
I took a deep breath and turned to my neighbor. âI am really sorry,â I said in a low voice. âI was very rude before. I should have thanked you. I wasnât mad with you: I was mad with me.â
âAh, thatâs okay,â he said, showing his teeth in a little grin. âI figured you were feeling stressed. You lookedâ¦really upset.â
His gentleness, and the personal comment, slipped past my defenses. I felt my eyes fill up and I blinked hard, looking away. Not fast enough though: a tear escaped and splashed on the back of my hand. Suddenly I found myself scrabbling through my pockets.
âHere.â He held out a packet of travel tissues. I took them gratefully, mopped my eyes, sniffed shamefully and apologized several times over.
âIâm not having a good week,â I admitted, my voice wobbling a little still. âI shouldnâtâ¦itâs my fatherâ¦Iâm worriedâ¦â
âYour father? Is he on the flight?â
âHeâs back home in Montenegroâweâre flying out to see himâheâs really illââ My Kleenex knight got the whole tale and listened seriously all the while, leaning in over the empty seat between us so that I wouldnât have to share my story with the whole cabin. Fatherâs collapse during the Divine Liturgyâ
âSorry: your father is a priest ?â
âSerbian Orthodox. Theyâre allowed to marry.â
âOhâI see.â
âand his confinement to bed in the village. No, he hadnât been takento hospital, which was miles away over rough roads; it sounded like he was still talking and capable of sitting up, with help; it was hard to tell how much danger he was in or what had happened, but Cousin Vera was always great in a crisis, like when I got glandular fever, and sheâd be able to help. Please God it wasnât a stroke or a heart attack. I was his only daughter and he didnât have any close family left in the country and I felt terrible not being there when he needed me. I hadnât seen him in five years. It felt like a lifetime.
I felt drained by the time I stopped talking. He nodded at me sympathetically, drawing his teeth over his top lip. âAh now, youâve told me all that, before I even told you my name.â He put out his hand. âIâm Egan, by the way.â
âHi, Egan. Sorry for bending your ear.â I took his hand, but it was more like a gentle squeeze than a shake that passed between us. It was nice though, a warm and empathic mini-hug, even if it came from a stranger.
It was just nice.
âOkay, you can stop apologizing now. Youâve caught up.â
I nodded, abashed but somehow not minding.
âYouâre transferring on to Podgorica from Zurich, then, Iâm guessing?â
âUh-huh,â I
Tamara Thorne, Alistair Cross