Plus, heâs your new best friend.â
âHe is not my newââ
âYouâd still need another rec letter, though. Letâs see, what about Mr. OâDonnell? Or Ms. Nargi? I think she went to Harvard, so her name may mean something there.â
âFine, whatever. Iâll get right on it.â
She gives me a funny look but doesnât say anything more. We turn our attention to our practice tests. I can feel Mr. Rossiâs handkerchief bunched up in my pocket, pressing against my hip bone. For some reason, it makes me really happy; itâs like a shiny secret that makes the rest of the world seem less dull. Still, I wonder if I should try to put it back where I found it.
As Plum starts her phone timer, I grab a cookie and read the first question:
Serena had never been to Paris, but she could experience the City of Lights _________________ through her friend Paulâs lively anecdotes.
(A)Â secretly
(B)Â insufficiently
(C)Â vicariously
(D)Â gradually
(E)Â mysteriously
I choose option C. In the margin I copy the word âvicariouslyâ in frilly cursive. Next to it I draw a picture of a grand piano covered with a tangled morass of rose vines. I add a pair of sexy lips. Under the piano I write: secretly, insufficiently, gradually, mysteriously.
Plum catches sight of my doodles.
âWhat are you doing?â she whispers.
âPlum, you donât need to whisper.â
âWhat are you doing?â she repeats, more loudly. âWe have to pretend weâre really taking the SATs, so no doodling! And get busy!â
âYes, Dictator Mom.â
The next question has to do with the Battle of Hastings. As I fill in the answer, it occurs to me that Iâm strangely relieved that Mrs. Singh might not return to school and that Mr. Rossi might become permanent. Not that I care about what happens after I graduate, but still. At least for the near future, Iâll have something to look forward to: playing the Schumann Fantasy for him, talking about music. Seeing that gorgeous face.
Am I crazy, or does he act like a guy around me instead of a guy/teacher?
Iâm crazy.
By the time Plumâs phone timer beeps at us with its chirpy cricket ringtone, I have completed this section of the test and covered the blank pages with more rose vines.
âYes! Finished!â Plum announces happily. âI think I got them all right. What about you?â
âMaybe. Okay, now Buffy. â
âLetâs add up our scores first.â
âYou really are a Dictator Mom.â
âI know. One of us has to be!â
We check our answers against the key in silence. The smell of Swedish food wafts up from the kitchen: meatballs, beets, and Janssonâs Temptation, which was named after a monk who broke his fast. I mean, who wouldnât give in to sliced potatoes baked in a gallon of cream? Mr. Sorenson is cooking tonight, as he always does on Tuesdays when he isnât busy designing museums or rich peopleâs houses.
It turns out that I got all the answers right except for one, about Vladimir Nabokov. I never liked his novels, anyway. Plum said we have to score 2200 or better when we take the real test in October. I guess this is what we need if we want the Ivies to even consider our applications.
I glance down at my SAT practice test and trace the rose vine doodles with my finger. Where will I be a year from now? College? Still in Eden Grove? Or is there some unknown destiny that will secretly, gradually, and mysteriously reveal itself to me?
And then the beginning of the Schumann Fantasy flits through my mind.
I wonder whatever happened to Robert Schumann and his piano teacherâs daughter?
I start a new list in my head: Things to Talk About with Mr. Rossi.
E IGHT
On Wednesday, Mr. Rossi catches my eye as Iâm leaving his class.
âBeatrice, do you have a second?â he calls out.
âSure!â I push my backpack up