for their children. A sad reality, I find myself thinking out loud, and then I say a silent prayer for those innocent kids who may never have anyone teach them the true meaning of the holiday season.
I look around and see that the merchants are all smiling and full of glee. Sales are down this yearâpeople have moved to other parts of the countryâbut things are going great today. Yes, they are on par with last yearâs sales for Christmas Eve. Again, I muse, surely this could never be Godâs plan.
I turn my attention to the other end of the mall and see one of my coworkers. She looks tired and frazzled. No wonder, I think to myself, she has been preparing for the holidays since early November. My coworker put up her tree weeks ago, and now dust is settling on the stairway garland that she painstakingly put in place with the tenacity of Martha
Stewart. I let my mind wander back for a few moments, and I recall a conversation I had with my daughter as we left this womanâs house three weeks earlier. As we walked back to our car, Emily looked up at me and said, âMommy, how come we donât have our tree up yet? Wonât Christmas soon be here?â
âYes, honey, it willâin three more weeks.â Then I thought of the best reason to explain why our house still looked bare.
âDarling,â I said, âyour birthday is next month. I think when we take down the tree, Iâll put up balloons and streamers and decorate the whole house for your party.â
âDonât be silly, Mommy. My birthday isnât for a long time after Christmas. It would be foolish to decorate so early!â
âOh, really? Do you know why we have Christmas?â
âGee, Mommy, you really are being silly. Of course I know why we have Christmas. Itâs Jesusâs birthday.â
âExactly, my dear,â I replied. âAnd if you think it is silly to start decorating for your birthday three weeks early, donât you think it is equally foolish to start decorating for Jesusâs birthday too soon?â
She nodded her head in agreement and gave my hand a little squeeze. It was our silent understanding that we both knew and understood the true meaning of Christmas.
My thoughts quickly came back to the present as my coworker approached me. âTaking a little break, are you?
Have you got all your shopping done?â she asked.
âAs much as I am going to do,â I told her. âIâm not here to shop. I just have a deposit to make.â
âOh, well,â she said, âI have no money left to put in the bank. In fact, I just had to take more out to pay for these few gifts I had forgotten about.â She laid down several large packages that weighed heavily in her arms.
âI wish my crowd would give up this gift-giving thing.
You canât buy anything for ten dollars now. And what do you get for a teenage boy anyway? My nerves are gone. I canât wait to get back to work to get my checkâGod knows Iâm gonna need it.â
I sat in silence as she bent to retrieve her parcels, but as she turned to leave, I said, âMaybe we can get together over the holidays. Give me a call, and Iâll prepare a nice meal for us all.â
âThat would be perfect,â she shouted as she waved her one free hand and made her way into the nearby sporting goods store.
I glanced at my watch and gathered up my gloves, my purse, and my thoughts. I decided that the time had arrived. I would put it off no longer. My eyes started to fill with tears as I made my way through the center of the mall. I was here to carry on a tradition that my poor father had started so many years ago. Each time I thought of him, my heart ached a little more, especially at Christmastime.
This year would mark the fourteenth anniversary of his death. He had been a loving and generous man who always found time to help others. Financially, he was probably the poorest man in
Carmen Caine, Madison Adler