know why,” she groans .
“ I want to hear you say it, ” I say, pushing her hair from her eyes. She sighs and I can ’ t hold back any longer. I stroke her cheek with my hand and lean in to kiss her soft lips. I half expect her to push me back, but I can ’ t stop myself right now. I have to do it. I have to kiss her. I need to kiss her. Kate returns my kiss with soft, feathery kisses of her own and then parts her lips, inviting me in. Playfully, I tug on her bottom lip with my teeth , and Kate moans softly into my mouth. I pour my satisfaction into a smile as she peers into my eyes.
“ I want you, ” she admits, her voice soft, almost innocent. It surprises me. I didn ’ t know she could sound like that. “ I can ’ t stand seeing you with someone else, ” she continues, clutching my cheeks with her hands.
“ I get it, ” I nod. “ I ’ ve lived it for weeks, ” I say with obvious resentment in my voice. Kate looks like I ’ ve slapped her across the face. She pulls her hands away and is silent for what feels like several minutes.
“ I should get back to work, ” she says dismissively.
“ Fine, ” I snap, “ whatever. ”
“ What the hell? ” She turns, glaring at me.
“ What? ” I yell. “ Do you seriously not get it? ”
“ Get what ? ” she screams, throwing her arms up in the air.
“ You have me, Kate. I ’ m yours, ” I yell, pulling at my hair in utter frustration. “ Make a fucking decision for God ’ s sake. ”
Kate storms towards me and pushes me against the wall. She crushes me with her lips as I grab her ass and lift her into my arms, turning our bodies to press her against the door. Her tongue strokes mine in such a delicious way , and I ’ m instantly hard. I can ’ t get enough of her. I suck the soft skin of her neck and she sighs, whispering my name, “ Ev .” Just hearing that pushes me further. Instinctively, I pull at the ties of her apron, yanking it off of her and exploring her back with my fingers. Her skin is soft and silky, just as I ’ d imagined it. Again, she says my name and for a moment I panic. Please don ’ t stop this. I grasp her hair in my hands and pull back slightly. She gasps and looks me dead in the eyes.
“ Come home with me, ” she says, “ please .” Desire pulses through my veins.
“ What about your boyfriend? You have to choose ,” I say, fighting for breath.
“ I ’ ll end it, I promise. I ’ ll call him, text him, whatever you want. Just come home with me .” She whispers, “ You ’ re the one I want. ”
Grabbing her cheeks forcefully, I press my lips to hers once again. Immediately she opens her mouth and deepens the kiss. Her tongue strokes mine desperately, like she wouldn ’ t be able to stop if she wanted to. Her fingers run forcefully through my hair as I stroke her back, kneading her muscles with the pads of my fingers. Kissing Kate is like nothing I ’ ve ever experienced. And as much as I want to think I ’ m the good guy, as much as I ’ ve proclaimed that sleeping with an attached girl isn ’ t my style, I ’ m not walking away. I can ’ t. I have her now. She ’ s mine . And I ’ m not going anywhere.
Chapter 6
Kate
January 19, 2008
The room is dim, aside from the small Tiffany lamp glowing from my nightstand. My grandmother gave me that lamp, and even though it really wasn ’ t my style at all, I couldn ’ t let go of it. It has become a constant in my life. No matter where I live, I always bring Nana ’ s lamp. Nana was the one person who “ got me ” , who understood my personality. We were so much alike, and it was so nice having her there to talk to when my parents didn ’ t make the effort. But, she passed away two years ago, and I miss her every single day.
Evan lets out a yawn and begins to thread his fingers through his gorgeous, chocolate brown hair. He gives me his signature smirk