you want to talk to the chef who was on duty tonight, you need to talk to Lauren here.â She nudged Laurenâs arm. âSheâs our sous chef.â
âSo youâre the one I should be bowing down to?â
With his eyes on her, Lauren felt like she was under the glare of a spotlight. Suddenly, she wished she wasnât in a chefâs jacket, wrinkled jeans, and scuffed tennis shoes. Suddenly, she wished she had done something to her hair today and not thrown on a red bandanna to hold her locks out of open flames and saucepans. She didnât look like an alluring woman but rather a twelve-year-old boy in search of the nearest skater park.
Lauren had felt so much pride minutes earlier and for some strange reason, it was being whittled away in this manâs presence.
âWell, uh . . . well, no,â she answered nervously. âNo, not really.â
The strangerâs smile faded.
âI mean, there are lots of line cooks in here and, uh, Phillipâheâs the executive chefâcame up with the menu. Heâs great at coming up with dishes. I just make a few suggestions here and there, but it would be wrong to take credit for his brilliance. Theyâre mostly all his ideas.â
Oh, Lord! What the hell am I saying? Whatâs gotten into me?
Lust: that was what had gotten into her, and it had come out of nowhere.
âI mean . . . weâre a team, here,â she continued to babble. âI canât take credit for this all by myself. Weâre . . . uh . . . weâre a team. Itâs a team effort. I couldnât do it without . . . everyoneâs help.â
The kitchen fell silent with the exception of the steady chug of the dishwashers.
âWell, my compliments to the team, then.â
âWe appreciate it,â Paula said. âGo, team, go!â
The stranger laughed while Lauren turned to narrow her eyes at Paula. Paula grinned apologetically in return.
âWell, thank you for the wonderful dinner.â
âYouâre welcome,â Lauren said, finally regaining her calm. âThank you for patronizing our restaurant. We hope youâll come back soon.â
âOh . . .â He gave a slow and meaningful nod. âI most certainly will.â
Butterflies started to flutter in her stomach again.
Donât start , she silently told herself. He enjoyed the food. Thatâs all he meant.
He stared at her for several seconds more, not saying anything. Lauren stared back. Paula coughed loudly to break the awkward silence and he smiled.
âWell, it was nice meeting you ladies.â He headed back out of the kitchen. âGood night.â
âGood night!â Paula called after him.
â âNight,â Lauren whispered.
The door shut behind him.
Paula grabbed Laurenâs shoulders and turned her around. âOh my God, he was so checking you out!â
Lauren yanked her bandanna off her head. âNo, he wasnât! He was staring at me like I was an escaped mental patient. I wasnât making any sense.â
âYeah, what was all that stuff about âteam effortâ?â
âDonât remind me.â
âHe made you nervous, didnât he? You liked him, didnât you?â
âI donât know him, Paula.â Lauren walked across the kitchen to a door that led to the womenâs locker room. âI talked to him for two minutes.â
âThirty seconds is all it takes. Ever heard of love at first sight?â
âEver heard of a quickie divorce?â Lauren muttered as she shoved open the wooden door. âBecause thatâs what happens when you believe in love at first sight.â
She slouched onto one of the wooden benches perched in between two rows of green metal lockers.
âI told you to stop being so cynical. It doesnât become you.â Paula began to tap her fingernails on one of the lockers. She dropped her other hand to her hip. âIs it just
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