this was Jess’s boyfriend. I told him to wait. He said Jess doesn’t care and that they have an open relationship.
He was on top of me before I knew what was going on. I was so high that I felt like I couldn ’t react to him or something. It felt so good. I just wanted someone to touch me and be kind to me. Dylan was kind to me. He is my friend. One of my only friends. He knows everything I am going through.
Right about then Jess came home and I tried to get up. I was afraid that she would get mad. But she didn ’t. She came over and said, “Well, well, what’s going on here?” She said it with a smile and in a really sexy voice. She reached over and took a big hit off the joint and then she winked at me.
She whispered in my ear , “Just go with it,” and then she nibbled on my ear.
It tickled and made me laugh. She kissed me and grabbed my boob. I was confused but it all felt so good. I was so out of it.
Jess blew me another shotgun and Dylan was taking off his pants. I blew the smoke out of my mouth just in time to have Dylan’s junk forced into my mouth. He held my arms up above my head and forced his dick in my mouth. I was trying to tell him to stop but I couldn’t say a thing. He was gagging me and telling me how good I was and that he liked it.
Jess slid my pants of f and touched me down there with her fingers. I couldn’t do anything. Dylan had my arms pined down and my mouth full of his dick.
I heard Jess say how wet I was and that I was sexy. Dylan pulled his dick out of my mouth and Jess started kissing me.
I lost track of time and didn’t know what was happening. She smiled at me and said that I was going to love it. Then before I knew what was happening Dylan shoved his dick inside me. It was really hard and it hurt.
He was still holding my arms up above my head a nd he started pumping it in me. I tried to say no, to get him to stop but I couldn’t. I was so high. It was like an out of body experience that I’ve read about.
My mind was saying, “ No, STOP!“ But my mouth didn’t say a word. He was kissing me really deep with his tongue and slamming his dick in me. It started to feel really good.
Dylan was asking me if I liked it and I nodded. I did like it. It felt really good. Jess was naked and touching both of us and herself while we did it.
Oh my gosh I did it. It felt really good. I wanted Dylan to stop but I never stopped him and it felt so good. The things he did to me. I liked it.
I kind of felt like they forced me to do it, but I liked it so I must have wanted it. Maybe I gave him some sign or maybe I even said something to make him think I wanted it. I was so out of it, I don’t remember what I was saying or doing.
Dylan came inside of me. He screamed when he came. I don ’t even know if he was wearing a condom. He made crazy faces and then he kissed me and told me that I was great. Jess smiled at me and said, “There, it’s done. That wasn’t so hard was it?”
No it wasn ’t. Why did I make such a big deal out of it? We all put our clothes back on and I went to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror to see if I looked any different. I still looked like the same person, just maybe with more experience. It actually felt really nice. I did it. I was a woman now.
Afterwards we sat around, ate some pizza and watched TV. I started to feel queasy. The beer and pot was making me sick. I went to the bathroom and puked. I felt a little better after that. I asked Dylan to take me home.
When we got to the corner he kissed me and told me that I was the best he ever had. He smiled at me and said not to tell Jess, and then he winked at me. He really was sweet. Was I really good? Maybe I have some strange natural talent or something… or maybe Dylan was still high. Either way I’m glad that it’s over with. So now, it was no big deal. I could do it with Ben now right? I already did it once so what did it matter. I wanted to be with Ben not Dylan. Ben was the one I
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