children.
âYou,â said Maria.
âYou,â said Bodoni to her.
They all fell silent.
The children reconsidered. âLet Lorenzo goâheâs oldest.â
âLet Miriamne goâsheâs a girl!â
âThink what you would see,â said Bodoniâs wife to him. But her eyes were strange. Her voice shook. âThe meteors, like fish. The universe. The Moon. Someone should go who could tell it well on returning. You have a way with words.â
âNonsense. So have you,â he objected.
Everyone trembled.
âHere,â said Bodoni unhappily. From a broom he broke straws of various lengths. âThe short straw wins.â He held out his tight fist. âChoose.â
Solemnly each took his turn.
âLong straw.â
âLong straw.â
Another.
âLong straw.â
The children finished. The room was quiet.
Two straws remained. Bodoni felt his heart ache in him. âNow,â he whispered. âMaria.â
She drew.
âThe short straw,â she said.
âAh,â sighed Lorenzo, half happy, half sad. âMama goes to Mars.â
Bodoni tried to smile. âCongratulations. I will buy your ticket today.â
âWait, Fiorelloââ
âYou can leave next week,â he murmured.
She saw the sad eyes of her children upon her, with the smiles beneath their straight, large noses. She returned the straw slowly to her husband. âI cannot go to Mars.â
âBut why not?â
âI will be busy with another child.â
âWhat!â
She would not look at him. âIt wouldnât do for me to travel in my condition.â
He took her elbow. âIs this the truth?â
âDraw again. Start over.â
âWhy didnât you tell me before?â he said incredulously.
âI didnât remember.â
âMaria, Maria,â he whispered, patting her face. He turned to the children. âDraw again.â
Paolo immediately drew the short straw.
âI go to Mars!â He danced wildly. âThank you, Father!â
The other children edged away. âThatâs swell, Paolo.â
Paolo stopped smiling to examine his parents and his brothers and sisters. âI can go, canât I?â he asked uncertainly.
âYes.â
âAnd youâll like me when I come back?â
âOf course.â
Paolo studied the precious broomstraw on his trembling hand and shook his head. He threw it away. âI forgot. School starts. I canât go. Draw again.â
But no one would draw. A full sadness lay on them.
âNone of us will go,â said Lorenzo.
âThatâs best,â said Maria.
âBramante was right,â said Bodoni.
With his breakfast curdled within him, Fiorello Bodoni worked in his junkyard, ripping metal, melting it, pouring out usable ingots. His equipment flaked apart; competition had kept him on the insane edge of poverty for twenty years.
It was a very bad morning.
In the afternoon a man entered the junkyard and called up to Bodoni on his wrecking machine. âHey, Bodoni, I got some metal for you!â
âWhat is it, Mr. Mathews?â asked Bodoni, listlessly.
âA rocket ship. Whatâs wrong? Donât you want it?â
âYes, yes!â He seized the manâs arm, and stopped, bewildered.
âOf course,â said Mathews, âitâs only a mockup. You know. When they plan a rocket they build a full-scale model first, of aluminum. You might make a small profit boiling her down. Let you have her for two thousandââ
Bodoni dropped his hand. âI havenât the money.â
âSorry. Thought Iâd help you. Last time we talked you said how everyone outbid you on junk. Thought Iâd slip this to you on the q.t. Wellââ
âI need new equipment. I saved money for that.â
âI understand.â
âIf I bought your rocket, I wouldnât even be able to melt