My father wouldnât even let them in the house. He said it was because of the hair balls. But I was determined. I saved up all my pennies and bought my first Persian when I was eighteen. My father told me to choose between living in his house and keeping my cat. What do you think I chose?â
This was not a trick or a question, it was a speech. Finn stayed quiet.
âMy point is that you have to fight for what you believe in. So what do you believe in? You must believe in something. What do you want to do ?â
It popped out before he had a chance to think about it, before he could remind himself not to. âI want to find Roza. I want to bring her back.â
Mrs. Lonogan steadied herself by gripping the table, as if Finn had just declared his intention to train unicorns for the fairy circus. âI know itâs been difficult,â she said, pouring him a cup of lemonade with the concentration of a scientist measuring hydrochloric acid. âSometimes, people are not who we think they are. We didnât know anything about her.â
âYes, we did. I mean, we do .â
âNothing about her past,â said Mrs. Lonogan. âNothing that might help us find her.â
He gave up, tossed the rest of the brownie to the goat. âI know that.â
âEverybody has a story,â Mrs. Lonogan said, her voice dreamy and distant. âEverybody has secrets.â
Finn turned away from the refreshment table. He took a long pull of the lemonade, which, thankfully, contained sugar, when he saw the movement, or rather, the lack of movement. A peculiar pocket of stillness in the middle of all that color and bustle. And his gaze traveled upward from legs planted so firmly they might as well have been tree trunks to a torso carved of stone, immovable, ivory arms, up to a blanched face thatâ
A hand clamped down on his shoulder. Finn dropped his lemonade, whirled.
âDude!â Miguel Cordero said. âYou were supposed to meet me by the sheep.â
Finn turned back, searched for that pocket of stillness, but it was gone. âDid you see that?â
âI see you spilled lemonade all over yourself,â said Miguel.
âNo, over there.â
âWhat? What am I looking at?â
How could he describe it so he didnât sound like a lunatic? âThere was a guy. Just standing there. I think Iâve seen him somewhere. Did you see him?â
âThere are lots of guys here,â Miguel said. âWay too many guys. Fewer chicks for us.â
âOkay,â said Finn, using a wad of napkins to blot the lemonade on his jeans.
â Chicks , dude. Like that one. Sheâs checking you out.â
Finn tried to scratch up some interest. âWho is?â
âGirl in the green shirt. No, donât stare! Itâs weird when you stare.â
âPeople tell me I shouldnât look at them, and then they tell me I donât look at them enough,â Finn said. âYou need to make up your minds.â
âIâm just saying that if you cooled it with the moony act, youâd get tons of play.â Miguel didnât mention the cuts and bruises on Finnâs face, either because he was too good a friend or because he was getting used to seeing them there.
âI donât have an act,â said Finn.
âYou know what Amber Hass told me?â Miguel said.
âNo, what?â
âThat you looked like that actor.â
âWhich actor?â
âWho cares, dude! Amber Hass says you look like an actor, you go find Amber Hass.â
âAmber Hass chews on her own hair.â
âSpeaking of chewing, whatâs with the goat?â
âHe started following me a while ago.â
âHeâs wrecking your game. Doesnât he belong to somebody?â
Finn didnât have an act, he didnât have a game. âProbably.â
âMeh!â
They started walking toward the livestock tents. Miguel was
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